I tried on a brass ring that had been a gift from a religious mother. Things are currently strained between us, based on 3D religious constructs. However, the inscription is the important part, the part that reads "I will always love you". The ring, I believe, has the apperance (if not composition) of tarnished brass. It's been a few years. On my walk earlier today, I saw a homemade mix CD in the bushes with a similar sentiment."
These experiences stood out for me as I read Brenda Hoffman's post earlier: http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/brenda-hoffman-are-you-your-transition-%E2%80%98whatever%E2%80%99-point
I have been incredibly exhausted lately and unable to leave an unstable temporary housing arrangement. I've been feeling frustrated and pushed to my breaking point, unsure if the arrangments to leave in the future will work out at all. I didn't connect any of my experiences this morning to the post, until I started feeling uncontrollable urges to find any excuse to leave the house.
Before leaving I chose the shirt "If not now, when?" in a deep purple. I asked spirit to show me a sign that my family was with me by using that color. A purple hair tie on the sidewalk marked the exact route I had planned to take to my destination. On my return to the house, I decided to take a slightly different route. I saw painted on a dumpster in that color the words "the boys are back in town" with a beach ball, as if there would be a party. There were also numerous hearts, mixed in with my favorite shade of blue.
At my destination I needed to fill out a government form. They were unable to locate me and had to fill out a form in the same color blue to register me a new. They asked me to sign declaring my identity and the clerk offered to "fill in my new address for me, so I wouldn't be held up any longer". She was a volunteer, not a government worker, very kind and elderly. I took all this as a sign that my prayers had been answered, that a way would be cleared for me through my current living arrangment crisis.
Walking home I saw in the front of a yard the same couch I had been worrying about moving, as I don't drive. A clear message popped into my head, as happens on occasion (clairaudience not being my strongest talent), "You wanted a couch [laughter] we'll give you a couch. All the furniture really. (there were mattresses and chairs in the yard too, which I didn't recognize - message to spirit that chair was a bit ugly, hah!)."
Brenda's article encourages to think about what we are manifesting. I had a similar experience the other day when I was going to have to run out and get something. It looked it might not work out and the upstairs tenants (out of nowhere) came down and gave some to my roommate, saying they don't need it, who in turn gave it to me. I had ended up going out anyway (I guess you could say I'm in the impatient category), and now found myself with plenty on hand. A fitting lesson in manifestation and abundance.
In both the case of the ingredient, and the furniture, my clear intentions in focusing on something were met with abundance - or a humorous lesson in the ease of manifestation. Another case that happened to me this week was that I was on my way to the store to purchase two items: duct tape and new shoes.
I thought to replace the digital camo duct tape that I had previously had and reflected on the weird obsession I have always had with the military. This seems to be out of line with spirit, but I still can't seem to stop thinking about it and some have suggested it may be a past life. I'm not sure, as I'm also pursuing a relationship with someone that has military ties, which may be where the influence has come from. When I got to the duct tape aisle the digital camo slot was still there, but there was a different roll in its place. It was bright pink (think HEART) and had words like "LOL", "ROFL", "Really?", "YOLO", and <3" printed all over it. The message from spirit clear - love not war is what produces lasting peace. A couple slots over was one that was also mislabeled - a private message about my purpose and favorite holiday - which, refered to a party I had been at a few weeks back. At that party others that shared my energy/mission seemed to be in attendance. I bought that tape as a reminder to myself and went to get shoes.
The only shoes in the correct size/style that I was looking for happened to 100% match the outfit I was wearing. Hood, shirt, shorts, and shoes. It reminded me of being a small child (around eight years) and asking my mom for a cat of [very exact color description] which turned out to be at the store we went to later that day.
I've thought a lot about what constitutes a miracle and what people think of starkids. I'm not sure that's the right word for those of us that were teens when the internet kicked off. We the pioneers...the bridge between generations..the conduits of spirit. We that see the metaphor in the games we play and the walks that we take. We that have talents which are unique, undocumented and alien to our parents. We who are waiting for everyone else to take their station.
We become the phoenix once again, transforming destiny.
