december 22

I am born December 22nd. Most of the days around my birthdays (51 soon) were feverish and about purging the physical body from what should not be there. I would be ill. After my twenties, I would be ill and  loose jobs or my special friend before or close to the 22nd that where not appropriate  and I would be hired a few days later somewhere else or an other convenient solution or new friendship presented itself (Merry Christmas after all). I could count on it if I would have been aware and trusty of it. Adjustments were made it seemed. Today I am not ill or suffering nor is it likely  to loose a job or change family or my home.  Today I am pregnant of a love energy growing in my chest. It feels as a law and as if it needs to birth soon.  At the same time a ball of fear energy is growing in my plexus and I search how to channel that. The interesting thing is that I feel these two energies as two sides of the same coin. And the coin is something I have been waiting for so long spiritually and I feel I should call it peace. I may let you know once I lived it totally.

Love, Achara.