Heavenletter #4661 - Two Options

I have experienced some messages that have gone way past just resonating with me and my situation.   I have to say I am speechless and quite grateful to read in this message how direct my connection to God really is.  Yesterday was a beautiful but at times stressful day for me.  I read yesterdays Heavenletter and had an unconscious reaction to reading where God says if we are not experiencing joy in our lives it is because we are not grabbing it.  As I read that, I literally shouted that wasnt quite true or fair to say.  I could think of many people and conflicts, not of my making here on earth, which steal my bliss on a daily basis.  I was quite upset that God seemed to not get - that.   For me, to question Gods message is not my default.  Especially in my own heart.  Within minutes, I stepped outside and as I looked across the field at my horses, I noticed their beauty replaced my worry about money.  Completely.   The reflex with came out of my mouth this time was  -Thank you God, I understand now.-

An hour later a proof arrived for a sales ad for one of my horses.   It was of such quality and beauty tears flowed down my face.  I had done it again, I had bred and created another stunning horse in this lifetime.  It is the way I feel God flows through me - my higher purpose.  I could see how in this moment of potential finiancial pressure I appear to be entering, this ad will bring me financially what I need.  I couldnt believe my passions had expressed into waht I need ultimately to continue my passion.  

The rest of the day was spent enjoying my horses.   I literally had a  - talk - with a couple I hate to have to sell, but I told them I needed to get off my ass and appreciate what we have together.  That selling  -you - wont be easy but that I had to apply my best to what Im doing with the horses I have,   I told them I would be working them now and developing them each into their best.    I spent time with one of my prettiest fillies yesterday,  it was like God held her so I could be in awe of how pretty she is.  

Sorry I am rambling but I have to say, as I read THIS message, every paragraph of it was a continuation of my yesterday.  I had that sense reading it all the way through.  It confirmed the breakthroughs I experienced with yesterdays message.  

When this message ended with the point about horses...well, I hope everybody finds their connections like I have.  

Thanks God!