~ Marc Gamma ~ Archangel Michael: Change that you want so much has attained you now - 13 November

My arms are open.  I welcome the change.  I know I'm a lightworker and here for a purpose.  I am beyond impatient in waiting for this entire reality to collapse and the new one to come in.  It's getting very hard just to survive on this dirtball.  Even though I am a lightworker and understand that we are all connected, there are times when I want to just give up and end my existence here.

I know there are other realities to experience and that my soul is eternal.  Hope is diminishing here so lets have this awesome change and "The Event" like yesterday! 

Thank you Archangel Michael. Sending you my deepest Gratitude and Love for taking your precious time to send us this exciting message. The energies are very intense. These energies is a gift from God. So no matter how intense they become I will flow with them until I start to fly. ~Namaste~

Dear Sir,

   For the first time in all the love and light missives a man who speaks the truth!  I am absolutely with you dear friend,  I am beyond tired right now and I have just lost all my money and more to scammers feel surrounded and eaten up by evil - where exactly is the much promised much vaunted light?  I have tried so hard for years done meditations prayers affirmations, I realized finally the other day beyond doubt that even my 'inner guides' were lower astrals playing with me - I wonder how many other channels etc. are also?  It is always next month next portal next stargate.  2013 after the much vaunted 2012 has probably been the worst or among the worst year of my life!  I am just in pain and heartbreak with it all.  I come to this site still but must say my faith has really taken a battering and wonder that this is true and we really are ascending and this dirtball is not just a lost planet full of nutters, an abode of evil as the old Christians used to say, the Prince of Darkness rules this world, or the Matrix or whatever new name for an old old nasty!  Lots of Love to you and everyone and hope you are doing better than moi right now!

         I simply can't take much more and don't know what to do.  Maybe this is one of the intense catharsis purgation periods the time of tribulation in the Bible; it seems like I am going through a crucible burning up lifetimes of karma in a few months, I think of Job and J on the cross, maybe it is suffering not the much vaunted ecstasies of the light that in part we are here for, our souls chose it for whatever reason, for the experience, for getting the mettle of it, because in heaven there is no suffering for there is no evil, only here and the lower spirit realms and maybe some other stars like Orion and Zeta, but sometimes it all seems too much.  I am on the road to 60 and if things don't get better soon I will go spend my life on a mountain or something and ditch this shithole society as much as poss!  And I say to God if you exist and are a God of Love and not the Demiurgos of the Gnostics, not a Tyrant, please remember there is only so much we mortals can take and many of us are at the end of our rope.  It's time for you and the great ones to back up your promises with some real and urgent and most palpable action!  Like the heroic souls who went to help the Phillipines just now, in a disaster zone, we are a disaster zone!

         Al