Soren Dreier ~ Love ~Or We Might Just Crumble

Dear Soren,

     That is poetically put and moving.  It's that harmony of spiritual and physical love I dream of but haven;t really found much in my life so I have tended getting older to avoid the physical much of the time but yes one does get lonely; one is only human still for all one;s metaphysic adventures.  We still inherit the old energy dynamic so prevalent in religions of suspicion of sex and mistrust and fear of physicality or go the other extreme as much of modern western culture to worship and idolization of body and bodily love so many of us still reflect that imbalance microcosmically - It's an area one of the last perhaps along with that other nitty gritty bitch of a thing the money thing work thing that needs healing in me but I honestly don't know how.  Being in 3d world at work in the old job is a bloody killer of my spirit! and I tend to get exhausted and lose balance the physical too has to transform as I have transformed in consciousness but it's very heavy very slow!!!

       Sometimes as i approach elder years I just wanna wig out it[s too painful and difficult but hey ho on I go!

              Love,

             Al     

Yes, I know the feeling you are talking about also - "You are never alone!" is what we hear all  the time, but man, it sure FEELS like it at times with no one to talk to, and everywhere we go, ie: grocery store, gas station, etc, they certainly don't seem to know what is going on, on a cosmic scale... I test the waters frequently to get reactions and ha ha.  I'm the weird one... :)   It's hard being a Lightworker at this time on Earth, especially if you are not part of a larger group of like minded people.  I'm married to a man who shares my understanding of what is going on with Earth Central and the cosmos, but still, we are very very different. You don't have to be alone to feel lonely; I have just decided that since I KNOW there are lots of LIghtworkers out there who DO understand, that THEY are my tribe, and that this limbo so many of us are in, IS temporary. Our HEART connects us all, in a more immediate way than being ONE with ALL, since I know they (the Lightworkers) DO understand and are sending out love and support to me, too. THEY are my family. I visit Lightworker's.org  frequently and there are many on there I resonate with, and as such, THEY are my family. Can I hear them breathing at night? no. :) I just wanted to say, you are not alone in your angst, as many of us are feeling the same thing, at this crazy formative time on  Earth, but from what I hear, things are about to change!! LOVE and SUPPORT to YOU <3  :)   gaiasdaughter