Love, Relationships and more
Greetings all,
Been a while since I last posted. I have been dealing with a break up in my marriage to a very unconscious person whom I have kids with, own land and a house with etc. etc.
I consciously allowed myself to be affected by this, I consciously dropped out and have not been active in my work here on the press and my spiritual self. I did this not because I don't know what is real and what really matters. I have been dealing with many telling me I am delusional and all the things having to do with that. But I did not do it because I have doubt, I did it because part of me felt I should be mourning this, I allowed myself to bend to her level in some ways and was effected by her negativity. I went out east to make money and had to deal with unconscious persons doing this. I became depressed in many ways, played a silly game to pass time...I had some issues I needed to deal within my own consciousness obviousy, which lead me to turn my back on that which makes me trully happy. It has not been fun, I do not recomend it. I ask for your forgiveness and understanding and ask the same from my true self, my creators and the Source of all Life. I know forgiveness is not nessasary from the latter for I am Loved and Love no matter.
As I am writing this I have a rib out of place and it is very uncomortable and impossible to take a deep breath, it is very painful and difficult to fully connect. I have been running around doing what I can to get things in order that I may remove myself from this sorrow and having to deal with this negativity from someone I care about but do not like and can hardly stand being around. I have no hate, even with all the seeming mistakes I have been making, I am full of Love.
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