Expanding the own horizon

Last summer the divine sends me dreams from earlier incarnations, for short moments i got the point to listen to my ego speaking. That was such a brilliant delight in life, that i took eckhart tolle's practice to degrade the ego to the backseat. Three weeks within this practice reaches the point when the ego dissolve, a very amazing inner silence took place. This is a really new horizon in cognition without the mind firewall. Now i really understand jim carrey's "amazing feeling".