~LOVE REPORTER PREDRAG~
~How I cured myself From AddIcTions of fears & The doubts .....~
"How is your drink, Sir?... Is this cocktail to your taste, Madame?... Can I dare you for another round?... Did you see this horrendous war in Libya?..."
If you carefully observe all our present correspondences, our conversations, new media postings, and you could notice in big majority, the answer or thought, or trigger on what we have been asked is pure judgment....
You have to have opinion [or other word for judgment] about your drink, your waiter, your boss, your partner clothes, the Presidents last speech....
You are becoming afraid about 'potential' new war, new 'terrorist attack' on defenseless Americans, new nuclear pollution threat, or not being able to pay your very average meal that was anyway overpriced....
Than you start doubting, how come President didn't yet disclose his birth certificate, or UFO files, or Tesla's energies.... He must be an alien born who knows where..... or why we have to pay now 4$ for liter of gas?....
After living only couple of decades with same drill of our minds, same reaction on the same triggers [in dogs world this is called Pavlov's Effect....], we become doubt and fear addicted..... Addicted to the extent that we bring same fears and doubts in all our relations, our bed, our washrooms....
And we continue to doubt: is my partner the right one?... Am I still good in bed as I was in my 20-ties?... or my favorite one: How come I go washroom once a week for #2, but some other people twice a day?...
These addictions would continue to the end of our times, if it wouldn't be Internet.... and I can hear your ego screaming: "What? What a nonsense?... ?" So, your heart feels this message, and overcome ego mind, and you are continuing reading this 'nonsense'.....
Over here [or maybe it is over there, or everywhere...] you can read and hear and see from most bizarre to very loving and caring stories.... In the beginning when you start absorbing waste amounts of information’s, your ego get in overtime, your fears grew, and you start doubting everything and anything, from Julian's WikiLeaks to Galactic Federation of Light, from Papa's sainthood to One God of us All....
And, as time sped up and situations developed, and you realized that all you had been thought, all you think you know can be challenged in some way or another, You start realizing more and more: There is no need for continuous fears and unlimited doubts about everything... As I can only consume so much doubts and fear per hour.... This fear keep me exhausted all the times.....
One day you found nice and relaxing meditation video, and right after watching in with your heart, you decided to see what is 'new' on CNN.... Where, of course, you see with big red letters all over your large flat screen: "BinLaden Killed!! - Great success of US military, but caution to all US citizens as we are raising traveling alert and 'terrorist attack' threat to level #37!!??..... "
wow.... wow.... You start smiling... You start grinning more and more, and than You burst in huge laughter... You have tears rolling down your cheeks... Your jaw hurts from laughing.... and You start hugging your family, sharing this fabulous joke:
"Imagine what they are saying on this silly CNN, that Bin Laden is dead.... [laughter....] He is dead already some 8 times, and first time he 'died' in 1997!.... What a comedy this is, what a joke this is..... And more of this satire, they disposed his body in the sea?!... Which sea: Dead Sea, Adriatic sea, Black sea, Atlantic sea, or maybe Nil sea?.... [more laughter..]"
*** Suddenly you freeze!... Your ego-mind was bringing already forgotten feelings....
*** You realized within your heart, that you are not any longer afraid about silly news on CNN, you have no doubts about the 'truth' that they were bringing in your face every day.... You have no judgments against BinLaden, against CNN....???? This is something completely new in my system... NO JUDGMENTS.... NO GUILT’S.... [I could never imagine this day will come.....]
You tricked, and you surprised self by looking in your heart!.... What is this tingling in there?.... Why I didn't notice this nice feeling before?... What is it with my Heart?...
You took couple of deep breaths, [technique that you just learned from this beautiful YouTube meditation video...] you took 7 deep breaths, and set quietly, away from TV.... You set very peacefully with no thoughts in your ego-mind.... You are simply sitting and listening...
THEN YOU HEARD IT... IT DID NOT MAKE ANY SOUND BUT YOU HEARD IT CLEARLY, LOUDLY AND BEAUTIFULLY!.... "IT IS LOVE THAT IS IN MY HEART.... IT IS COMPASSION FOR CNN... IT IS FORGIVENESS FOR BINLADEN...
YOU FOUND LOVE IN YOUR HEART, UNTAINTED, PURE AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ALL AND ALL...."
This is how I cured my self from addictions to fear and doubts...
I FOUND LOVE GROWING IN MY HEART!...
I FOUND GOD SMILING FROM MY HEART WHISPERING: "I TOLD YOU SO, MY BELOVED, I TOLD YOU SO THAT YOU HAVE IT... YOU HAVE ONLY LOVE IN YOUR HEART...."
With Love, Predrag
