Lady Portia ~~ You are swinging between 2 realities ~

I was just thinking today tired again! Will u ask for a vacation for the third time in this month?! It s really getting very exhausting lately the intensive dreams, where u feel u ve travelled to a diff world then ur alarm rings and u drag urself to work. At work u struggle with the negativeenvironment draining u more and more. When ll the cycle end? When will i regain my energy again?! Im tired of the releasing process but on the other hand i know it s the best thing that happened to me

This is amazing, i just woke up, checked my facebook and noticed that it looked like someone at the other side of the world has been channeling me!!! Or could it be possible i've been there through astral travel??? Anyways it was very nice to wake up with :D 

In love and light <3

Many blessings,

Nico

Thank you for this message which really touched me.  I have been feeling the ups and downs from bouncing between the 3D and 5D realities. And , as you stated, this is accompanied by  ecstatic highs and then depressive lows.  And, when I find myself in the lows, I find it so confusing as I feel that I have "done something wrong."  I feel like I should be able to maintain the joy.... that I should be mastering this 3D reality not feeling thrown about like a ship lost at sea.

But, oh well,  I also have recently experienced the feeling that my higher self had enetered my physical body and it was orgasmic.  I thought, "this is it!  Oh my GOD, thank yo!  this is it!"  But...then....just after getting out of bed, I am back to the feeling of 3d drudery.

Anyway, just wanted to share.  I have been so isolated for so long, it is hard to imagine what the new earth will be like, and if I will feel a part of it?  As, I have not felt part of this 3d reality for so long it is all so surreal, is it not?

Love and Light to all my brothers and Sisters who are going through this too!

Michael