Diamond Crystals of Masculine and Feminine Energy fully activated for 5D New Crystalline Grid

Thank us ALL.

I guess even me although I have discovered that the Irish Temper still exists in me which may be a good thing sometimes...like last night. I just BLASTED my friends and they finally seem to understand a little bit.

Thank you for the grid, I need its protection so deeply. And I need to get stronger so I can do more so I will not feel like everybody's little sister as I have been all my life.

I must find some way of protecting my little sanctuary here from all these people who follow me around. I see when they are shaky and help them to their rooms. "J" is falling more often now. I want her to take it easy and she is such a precious soul but she refuses to take it easy. Like me. How do you cure multiple sclerosis?

God. While I was screaming at them, they compared me to the one who stood in front of the tanks holding a flower. And I remember a poem from long ago:

This is the Truth:

the very old woman who stands in front of the army and

pleads for the lives of her people

is the most beautiful woman

on Earth.

I hope this does not seem off-topic. I see things BIG and without the grid we could not do these things. I know exactly why I am behind things a bit and feel so small: I spent so much energy during the late 60s early 70s preventing people from being arrested or ending up in mental hospitals just by cooking for them - they were all hungry, had no money - I fed them whatever I had and they were grateful. I lived within their midst and I led them without leading. I used to distract the POleeese by standing in front of the window and taking off my blouse so they would stare at me and not see the people sneaking in and out. You who are so far ahead of me made this possible.

Love love love love love love love Astreia