My last post, well all night last night they are still using the technology, It shows you clarity in a way that you fall right in... they were testing out? I dont understand if its good or not, when I awakened december 2011 intensive experiments again had those beings to.... in april when I went in core they where using those gwen and elf frequencies, I feel In a place just incredible, its like my conscious transformed whent beyond all the programming and I was functionning with a pure kind of awareness everything man like unimaginable senses and after they got me back in "trap" to get me out of that place.... I had total control of my beeing you know like boundless freedom, joy never ending light energy I was able to change my frequencys at will I could see all implementations well actually I was over "time" as someplace where your a billion step ahead in conscious, could be as a reality never seen yet for many since its extremely complex I had no ATTACHMENTS nothing everything was... its unexplainable, like if I was dead and just pure soul having a visit in ??? the core... When I speak of these things its because?? I still dont know? you know I have knowledge wherien its so amped up in possibilitys "limitless" that I cant get to move on, if I where to explain truth... you know that story about the number 42? the meaning of life where if you ran that question in a super computer I would take decades and just end up with the number 42? well thats pretty much an explanation of the possibilitys I dwell in while in some efforts I get a break trought, I just constantly go with it, and if I let go none of the "EXTRAS" come into play, after that placed achieved in april after 3 years of insanne struggle for TRUTH while constantly being implemented to their technologie.... I know they use it wide open 24/7 and the site posted in my previous post I can clarify many if not all that it is true in 2011 I was seeing a psychiatrist since '09~2010 I had agreed to enter in the hospital for a week so he got me off meds said I didnt need em no more I was suprised, while I was laying in bed relaxing they used that machine first time I truly realized theirs something wrong I was half asleep and some intense concentration came intense visual and joy ramping up within and once you let the frequencys reach its limit its like overdrive instant paralasys and INTENSE NOISE something insane I never heard such a thing, and I can now comfirm because the web site I was led to yesterday EXPLAINS EXACTLY what I had experience they use this technology its insane I mean its their is a kind of supercomputer they have recorded some of my states in experiences and can bring them back up witthin triggers and the pineal is like a main tranceiver for these,, I just... I have comunication going on within and then I can see what I was talking about within come here on this site you know they say all connected as one and the events and stuff I just wonder like are they just implementing thoughts in other ppls random descisions either comunication goes true that machine and appear here from other ppl posting without them knowing or do you know this and im just going with it you know like psychic or telepathy the Synchronistic Events from my view Now, is seen as works of their technologie, Id be 100% right now if it wasent for my doctor seeing me after april where I had peace over my conscious and the frequencies. He talk me into taking injections, well gave me no choice actualy, must of had those implants in it, got dumbed down so intensly fast, It set me back so far in awareness and freedom of the program and the "system"
Isent it fun when everything is finally at peace ancient knowlege flowing trough your vains complete mastery of your vehicle after an immense self breakthru and everything just goes to shit because of how that transformation took place where the only choiced you had was being innocent while they manipulate ones around and get forced in being controlled back into the "system" I just keep going, getting attacks often, I dont know why I just keep going or how I choose so, the purpose ?? a game maybe?? so but you know I got some intense beating off of that machine the only place Ill ever recover and leave this earth go help out like I felt I was supposed to last time I was at the core, its so intense process to get there I litteraly had to die and again I red up on here it was for the ego to leave and It did I was free and got caught up in one of those traps completly change my perception you know ... you can never be same again your what they speak of 5th dimensional beings and yet you still dont understand cause you feel cut off, yet in your being you just know things without actualy looking for, like I side function in ground aspects on earth.
In december I guess I had agreed for some work from that machine since it is possible in dna and rna and unlocking codexs all kinds but you do see it as a treath, since they do push limits and litteraly try to kill you thats why Im not sure if it was humans scientist or the moon technologie I just got no idee and know that the moon has a big part in it but also the machines down here on earth??? like they lurr you in the frequencys implanting thinking oh yeah its fine this is whats going on once they have control you just think everything is allright but really its like what the hell went on there once your out of it, its Two completly different worlds, one where anything goes and everything is known and the other is like chaos wide open haha because the world where you have extreme clarity and can explain the important stuff... complicated process... I'm just trying my best to explain each time I do everything around me changes?? I wish it would be higher self and It feels so but can shift in an instant
