LETTING GO of EGO-SERVICE To LOVE and 11~11~11

Namaste Sister.  I am one of those ppl that, not a damn thing happened to me on 11/11/11, in fact I was pretty darn sick the day before, and still sick on 11/11/11.  It was frustrating, confusing and outright anger inducing that I be sick on that day.  However, I know I was sick for a good reason, although I do not know what that reason is.  When I was so sick all I wanted to do was lay in bed and sleep (felt like I got hit by not one semi, but rather 5, lol).  While laying there in bed, I could feel my third eye being active and tingly, and my crown chakra was almost as big as my head and also tingly, I felt that being sick on 11/10/11 and 11/11/11 was significant, but like I said I am not aware of exactly why.  It was difficult to not let myself be overwhelmed by my disappointment and anger on 11/11/11, because dispite nothing fantastic happening for me, I knew it was an important day, a very important day and I took joy in the fact that there were so many several different ceremonies and happenings comemerating that day.  The world knew it was a milestone and that was pretty awesome.  Since that day, coming and going, I do feel, more spiritually accomplished, in what ways, once again, I am unaware of.  I did wake up on 11/12/11 that morning, even more exhausted then I even usually feel, so I know I was pretty darn busy that night while my physical body rested, doing what, massive amounts of energy work but that is all I know.  I wasn't just exhausted, it felt like there was barely any chi left in myself, lol.  That made me feel good though, because I knew I helped out a lot the night before, and it is indeed the greatest joy to serve.  Since 11/11/11 my toddler has been bouncing off the walls more that she usually does, so I know the wee ones have deff picked up on the new, finer energies.  I too, have finally incorporated them into my being, and I continue to.  I want to let everyone know, just because you didn't feel anything on 11/11/11/ doesn't mean it was a waste.  Those energies came in and impacted the collective in ways we have yet to see, manifestation always follows energetic shifts, and can take a little bit of time to integrate fully into the collective and then to actually manifest.  The energies did not come and go, they are still very much here, and shall remain so.  Do not be mad or disapointed that you missed something wonderful, they are still there to tap into now, or whenever you feel.  Soak up the higher energies, like sunbathing. :)  Integrate them, you have much time to do so.  Do not wait for something great to happen, make it happen.  I love you ALL my beautiful Brothers and Sisters, Much Love, Light and Blessings.  Namaste!  <3 :)