It's Okay To NOT 'Fit In' With Society!

I'm getting off my meds, after they forced me to take it and brainwash me into corruption and false information deemed less specific in nature of being, the higher nature get's us to expand our conscious views of the world and create the very best into manifestations. What ever machine they utilize now that they have under top secrecy, HAARP has been off line for a long amount of time and I know they still use technology for mind control between specific individuals, as much as I know how GPS works there might be something out in space that can chemically imbalance our neuronic pathways with harmonic frequencies and program us into believing all that we are guided to see in a procession of time, carefully put out events to push the furthest limits of human potentials. Anyhow in august they where using this machine constantly on me after a great amount of programming and half way trough the process I remember saying I don't want to go trough this i am backing out of it, and everything went blank no memory what so ever of the next days until I finally spun around really fast in a vortex like fashion and regain consciousness went and sat down on the couch not able to speak or move completely frozen and before the process got finished my mom brought me to the hospital to chek my hand that had a hudge lump on it from moving so fast, they took me in right away sat me in a room and brought me after 1 hour of waiting in the psychiatric department where the doctor put me on these mind numbing neuronic blocking drugs after listening to the grand amount of information that I was experiencing and talking about in a fully conscious matter, they told me your staying in here for a long time and your not getting out until they convinced me of taking this medication or I would end up straight back in the hospital with the rest of the brainwashed folks that I helped deprogram while in there. I just don't like how society works you know no one understands or comprehends the higher states of being and the spirituality which is under develop in their needs of being and it's just corruption after corruption, I wish people would evolve so we could understand ourselves completly when we see each other, like a telepathic understanding so no misinterpretations or misunderstandings happen and cause so much distress in humans. Anyhow we learn to live with it, and some are lucky enough to live a good life and be joyful to the max haha, there is always hope out there that things will change and I understand how the event is something that many want to see, I too wanted it to happen as soon as possible so all of these things could change but we have to learn by ourselves and get strong enough to surpass all of these misconceptions that people go trough. When there is a way... and there is always a way to get truth, freedom becomes one of the best known feelings to mankind.

Namaste