ego

I  come from the answer, not the question. In a death experience you learn so much of what this reality truly is and what it is truly not. There no difference that you can compare it to, your imagination can not reproduce it from the telling of someone's story experience. What you hear and the way you hear it, goes beyond the 5 senses. It goes above and beyond far away from the senses, living in the 5 senses is always what we truly know until something shatters that reality. Even a small glimpse of something spiritual begins to unteather the reality.

Most are seeking from the questions to the answer, coming from the answer is knowing 

being caught in two worlds, this and the next as some have done excellent job in coming from the questions to the answer in there openness and how they realize the internal workings.

Is easy to say, you can repeat memorize words of others and reflect from the mind sounds wonderful and never touches the heart, where the pain and suffering lies, when people talk and revel from the soul do you hear the crying.

I awoke in a vision state once there was a noise that awoke me, i could see a shadow on the other side of the room it was crying sobbing it was curled up tight, it was staring at me I could intuitively feel it, I went over to this shadow to see who this was, than i felt it, saw it, it was me apart of me that was alone and cold without love desiring me to love it, staring at me while I slept night after night, I never realized it was there, how did apart of me get there in such a state. I reach out and hugged it loved it and I instantly woke up.

October 20, 2012

Today all old patterns were released and dissolved for Gaia, Humanity since the creation of time. (of old energy of consciousness, fantasy, fear, illusion, illusion of power)

Clearing of Gaia Chakras', etheric body of Gaia, of all karmic slug, and cleansing and purifying.

Gaia was given downloads for:

  That she knows how to ask for help unconditionally.

  That she knows how to receive it unconditionally.

  I am impervious to evil.

  A choice to have free choice.

  Removal of all old patterns, kept lessons learned, release of  

  emotional, physical trauma. Restore Gaia

  Gaia knows how to,when to, what it feels like to receive unconditional love

 Removal of cords, hooks, attachments, enties for Gaia.

Portal Opened for: 

12 Fountains of Abundance were opened for Gaia, Humanity - only one was open before.

 LynMarie and Tom G.

Set up System to Release of geology pressure of Rio Grand Rift - Which covers States of Arizona, Colorado, New Mexico,Nevada, and Utah

Blessing were given to all to receive upon completion of work.

Like the rain here this morning, readership is steadily increasing and very welcome.  It’s interesting that as more people read this blog, I struggle with why I do it.  I love to write.  I also write to love.  I can do both more effectively if I get out of my own way.

I am my ego, and sometimes she is roaring.  It feels great to have recognition, yet that is not the point.  The point is love.  I started writing in earnest six years ago, as a method of transformation.  I discovered I had access to a deeper and wiser part of myself there.  She is a part of me that I don’t want to lose touch with.

Yet there are times when she sits in the background while I strut around, basking in self-importance.  She doesn’t say anything, but waits and watches.  Her expression is contemplative.  She knows self destruction is coming. She can wait.  This ego roar cannot sustain itself long.

When my ego roars, it’s so loud I can’t hear myself.  If you’ve ever heard the roar of a lion, you know the volume and range it commands.  For that moment it is the only sound.  You never forget it.  This ego noise is similar, yet it leaves a sort of hollow ring.  You may remember hearing it, but its meaning escapes you.

I am not here to roar, I’m here to love.  There is a ripple effect.  Eventually, everyone is breathing the same air and feeling the same love. That’s how it works.  To focus on numbers is to become enmeshed in the illusion.  We are not these bodies; they exist as a vehicle for our light.

Ok. I come off a bit strong like COFFEE somethimes. A bit pokey like an irritated hedgehog sometimes...I know this. it is ME, not you.

Try not to take offense to me. Like I said, i stir the pot to see if the soup is sour sometimes. Not everybody likes it.

Im not a warmonger. I cant stand wars. Sometimes we must defend our land, our homes, our families. Sometimes we must draw the line and take a stand against evil.Sometime we must LOCk and LOAD...sometimes. Not every time.

We are of LOVE and the LIGHT and it is a burden to do these things, but some times they must be done.

Sometimes, a lot of times with JEDi actions, we are in GREY civilian areas. Militaries are cut and dry.Black or WHITE.YES or NO. This is NOT EASY, it never is. You make your decision, you stick to it, and where ever it goes this is your path.You dont correct it.

But we work as civilians in civilian culture on many many places. This is not a place for a military.But sometimes you need that style of down to the chase management that doesnt sit around amongst themselves waiting or discussing things.You need action.And you need it NOW.

I stand with you. I do. i dont want bloodshed with the financial system or its people. We must be prepared if the CABAL (what is the word?se palabras es ...?) goes back on thier word that they have given us.We must be ready if they try and weasel their way out of thier agreement, as some have in the past.We must HOLD THEM to this. I have dealt with dark ones before, yes, they are misunderstood, YES sometimes it is easier to put a bullet between their eyes than deal with them.

But that is NOT our way.

And we do not attack civilians. Govt officials, military members...never civilians.Direct targets only, not collateral damages.NO civilian ATTACKS.EVER.

Hello.

If this is the only blog post of mine that you read, I would ask one simple thing of you: Know that you are loved. 

In all moments of life, know that you are loved. This seems like a simple thing, and really it is, but for many it is not. Our existences on this plane of reality has greatly altered what we perceive to be love. When I say "Know that you are loved" I don't mean:
 

“Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it’s time to pause and reflect.”

~ Mark Twain ~

Last summer the divine sends me dreams from earlier incarnations, for short moments i got the point to listen to my ego speaking. That was such a brilliant delight in life, that i took eckhart tolle's practice to degrade the ego to the backseat. Three weeks within this practice reaches the point when the ego dissolve, a very amazing inner silence took place. This is a really new horizon in cognition without the mind firewall. Now i really understand jim carrey's "amazing feeling".