Sunday was a good day. I meditated. I rested. I did puzzles. I did a little bit of laundry. Life is good. Nothing particularly out of the ordinary happened for me that day. Although, I am learning a new definition of ordinary each day, so that might be a bad statement. Nothing spiritually significant happened to me that day. I am not complaning. It was a good, restful day. I suppose I would say that I was more in touch with my emotions. I got to thinking about Christmas one year when my dad got my sister and I each a pellet gun. We were not too excited about them. My next present was a gift that my mom picked out - a book about Josh Hartnett. (My teenage years... yes). I freaked out and was super excited. My Dad's feeling were hurt. I felt that again. I cried. I released. I forgive.

Monday morning, I woke up around 4:00 feeling like I was going to get sick. I sat up and ran to the bathroom definitely thinking that I wasn't going to make it. But, by the time I got to the bathroom the feeling had passed. I sat on the floor for a few minutes, just to make sure but it was gone. I went back to bed and fell asleep.

When I woke up a few hours later to get around for work, I felt... not okay. Tired, icky, bogged down... something along those lines. I went in that morning and ended up deciding to take the afternoon off.

I left work close to 1:00 came home where my babies were waiting for me in bed. :) Josh and our dogs, Tonks and Snatch, all snuggling waiting for me to join. Of course, I did. I crawled in between Josh and Tonks and boy I felt good. There was so much LOVE! in that room. I was cradled in a cocoon of Love and I knew everything was perfect. And it was going to stay perfect.

Greetings in Love to All.

In a nutshell, I always knew there was more to life than meets the eye, and that I was extarordinary.  

I was always searching for a higher purpose, but when my efforts were impeded by half truths, I became cynical.  Started to slack off, a lot.

Then I got caught up in the Program, you know, finish school, find a job, start a family.  My happiness became less and less the more time went by.

I turned to unhealthy ways of having a so-called good time.  Guilt mixed with apathy isn't pretty.

Then in my web-surfing escapism, info about this 2012 phenomenon kept popping up all over Youtube, and I became curious, since it was almost here.  

Plus my inner voices had basically started flat-out telling me that I needed to be more loving to people and also please stop smoking.