ramble

Ok, so I've been working on a few projects lately... hands are completely full.  Yet this is one of the first times that I truly don't mind being so busy.  I would honestly lose sleep for the sake of my work and I often do.  I understand that I must take care of myself in order to give to others, yet sometimes it's just so damn difficult to not send that message, or not respond to that text even when I'm dog tired because I care!  Let me ask you this... Do you ever find yourself feeling broke down, exhausted or otherwise; yet perk up your stance to come to the aid of another?  You just might be a lightworker!  

 

I also often find myself at times getting down in the dumps because I don't feel as if I'm doing enough to progress myself and those around me for the sake of the bigger picture.  I think about all the marches taking place near me that I miss, all of the articles that I should've written, all of the actions I should've taken when presented the opportunity to display love on a local or global scale.  It sucks!  I start to mock my own intentions and question my drive.  I think, "self, why the hell are you just sitting here?  Yes, it's fine and dandy that you write and post to high heaven, but what are you REALLY doing to invoke change?!"