connecting to your source energy

"Honey" is what I told Michael when he asked me what I will buy at the farmers market tomorrow morning. "All I need is Love and honey and then I'm completely happy!" Honey feeds my body and love feeds my soul, although love must be feeding my body too these days because I eat very very little. And I love my food, in fact food has brought me immense pleasure in this lifetime and I'm a little sad that I can barely eat a quarter of what I used to eat. No more huge creamy pastas, no more cheesy pizzas and no more roasted potatoes that are all crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. And no more warm gooey puddings on cold winter days. Okay, I admit it's been a while since I ate any of those things, years in fact, but I did enjoy eating a generous helping of any healthy delicious food..

"Far greater pleasures await you, My Love", he tells me. "You'll see...."

Well I guess, that's it then. I'll have to wait and see. I must say that floating around at zero gravity in my light body does make up for some of it... and there are no words that can even begin to describe the feelings that are evoked at the sight of brilliant blue light filling my bedroom in the middle of the night or the flashes of gold energy and the warmth of his breath on my cheek.

I do long to experience more and more of those things, those blessed and wondrous things that are becoming so much a part of my daily living experience.