Struggle

• The moment when your heart opens to the truth that lives around you.... It's indescribable.  It is hope, love, gratitude, empathy, pain, joy, struggle and a host of so much more, yet with peace to the core.  
• The moment you realize that the posts you read on social media each day that aim to motivate ARE in fact for YOU!  
• The moment that you allow your heart to break and feel a flood of emotion to the likes of nothing you have ever imagined.

I've been so very emotional lately.  Yet, there has been no real explanation for my tears, my sorrow, my joy, my pain... I honestly thought I was going slightly bonkers, but I still embraced the stage of life.  I understand that much of my emotion comes from being a deep Empath.  I used to always say that I didn't have too many friends, because each new person I let into my life was soul tied to my heart, and I could feel their emotions.  DAMN, I did not know how true that was!  And now, here I am... openly inviting all of you into my life and my world with complete honesty, transparency and love... and this sh^t is no joke!  The funny thing is I wouldn't have it any other way and I even sometimes wish I could advance this journey just so I could reach out to so many more of you.  Yet, I call out my ego for having those thoughts and check myself back into the current moment because I am exactly where I am supposed to be in this moment.

10 of wands

You may think that you can get out of this eclipse season relatively unscathed. Unfortunately that may not be true for most of us. The Ten of Wands is today's card, which represents hard work and peseverance. You may be thrown for a loop by something which comes up today. The important thing is to release what no longer serves you. This card seems to be telling me that a "final test" of sorts will be coming up soon to judge your ability and perseverance to work through fear, difficult situations, etc. what have you. This is not something you should be worried about. However, if you feel like you are overwhelmed or completely lost just ask your angels and guide for a sign or for some help.