abandonment trauma

Abandonment

Our Key Psychological Trauma - Feeling Separated from Source

Maurice Turmel PhD

Beginning:

I came to this earth a long time ago to learn about matter and to immerse myself in this grand experiment called Earth Life in the 3^rd dimension.  I was asked by my guides if I was prepared to do this and of course, I said Yes.

Lately I’ve been feeling shaken to my very core.  The root of my psychological distress has been identified as “abandonment”, separation from the Source of my life.  I know this to be true because I can feel it right down to my bones.

I never realized how important this was until recently when I relived the whole affair through feelings of abandonment vis a vis my parents in this lifetime.  That image of the moment it occurred burns clearly in my psyche.  I was 4 years old, out on the street in front of our apartment building.  A bully had come up to me and threatened me.  I turned around and looked up at our second story apartment window and saw my parents staring down at me, as if to see “what is he going to do?”