Lisa Gawlas

During this 13 year trek into the deepest part of my soul consciousness from the human standpoint, I am really seeing it like a solar-powered battery system.  Spirit starts to infuse us with the energy, the consciousness surrounding certain things, certain focal points, then, once fully charged, sets you free to use all the energy around that thing, that point.  Once depleted, back in the charger you go, getting new points of focus infused into our growing consciousness of truth.  Often times, the recharge part seems to have little to do with what you just became fully charged with at the point just prior.  Sometimes, the focal point is so large, we need several chargings around what ever is the focal point of spirit at that time.

Personally, I am so grateful this new charging period includes the energy, the deeper understanding of Shambhala again.  I know everything is always leading up to that on a grand scale, but when spirit starts speaking it by name, by energy, with more direct details on how to attain that space, that energy field, my own heart does cart wheels!!

I use several words to pretty much describe the same thing, multiple times lines, multiple frequencies of earth, and sometimes just multiple earths itself.  Every version of earth emits a very distinct frequency coinciding with a energy collective from vast past, present and future timelines, and with that frequency comes the available lessons thru that version of earth.  Many are still clearing old karma, old energy, some however, have cleared all the karma and is becoming more and more imbued with the new energy.

To keep the understanding simple, lets just say there are 100 different versions of earth, each vibrating at a different frequency, each with learning lessons of their own… which is why we hop from earth to earth, to clear whatever we hold in that vibration, but we equally begin to clear that earth’s frequency as well.

Each version of earth has embedded in it, high vibrational people.  Many of these people are messengers, teachers, channels… you get the idea.  Their messages that they put out are directed towards the energy field, the lessons that are still underway on their version of earth.

I think the space between phase 1 and phase 2 must have completely unplugged my energy pack from my body!  On the 3rd of June, tired hit me about noon, like a ton of bricks.  By 3pm I couldn’t fight the lead weights hanging on my eyelids any longer and gave in to sleep.  I feel into a coma like sleep until 9pm, waking up thinking it was the next day and ready to go, until I realized it was way to dark outside to be 9am.  Just shit, I had a whole nights sleep as a nap.  I stared at TV until my brains went back into the fog bank of sleep… about 12:30am and had scattered sleep until I finally got up at 3:30am.  One would have thought I would be like the energized bunny yesterday.  Not even in the slightest.  By 8am, I was ready to go back to bed.  So I took a bath instead.  I just want to know what the heck is happening in my crazy body these days.  To tell you how slow on the uptake I am these days, my team showed me an image in my bath, over and over again and for the life of me, I could not figure out what it meant.  Dah!!

I think I am going to call these 3 days of June, where upper meets lower in the aspect of a figure 8, body deluge!!    The first day, my bowels took on the brunt of this deep inner cleanse, which was rather unpleasant, then yesterday… geez louise, I got a period.  My last period was on Valentines day when my body tip-toed into Menopause without any fan fare or drama, we just went… an intention I set long ago.  I think today, I am done with that period, but still!!  However, I would trade bleeding for the whole 5 days compared to the way I feel since waking up this morning.  I do believe I was decapitated in my sleep and spirit spent the night sewing on a whole new head, I wish they would have given me a head that had all its teeth still intact.  The entire circumference of my neck just hurts and is producing a radiating headache outwards.

OK, done complaining.

I was so excited to see the higher vibrations come in with each connection the last few days, I should have well realized it was all leading up to something big, something… different.  Kind of like when you put the last ingredient into the cake batter, the next step is to stick the batter into the oven to create cake.  Well, we are officially in the oven for three days (June 1 thru June 3.)  But this is also so flipping exciting as well…

There is a super party happening in my heart, in every cell of my body and probably everywhere else on earth too.  Something happened yesterday, the Light got brighter here in Pennsylvania, there in readings and even my Daddy was feeling it, speaking it (how good he feels, how happy he is.)

Maybe that is due to the very first reading, setting pace for the day.   I set myself up in the beautiful backyard of my father’s home, cranked out the antenna (the heart tentacles have not worked here) and the sound!!  Holy Heaven, the sound was like a chorus of angels flooding into the funnel cloud above the creek in gold strands of energy.  The sound energy circled the entire length of the funnel cloud, spinning it faster and faster until it was just a massive blur of angelic sound.  What a way to start a morning!!

It was almost comical to see the 4 ropes with those four funny looking spirit/creatures hanging onto the bottom of each rope, they started spinning so fast that it reminded me of helicopter blades spinning.

I think I must have awoken with a different attitude this morning.  Mostly, spirit must have gotten to me in my dream time!  I have been complaining (rather strongly mind you) that we have been hijacked by spirit.  Instead of coming together to do personal readings, we are coming together to implant personal, high energy into a dense landscape.  A landscape that connects to so many other dense landscapes across the globe.  It truly is living the energy of “what we do for one, we do for all.”  Maybe I really just needed to see the personal touch, something so unique that it could only have come from you.  Granted, I know that every elongation of the funnel clouds in the front and back of my dad’s place came from your connection, but that doesn’t seem personal, even tho it is, just like every drop of water in the cement foundation is unique and forms to the whole, so is each of our energy contributions to the collapsing density on earth as we make solid and tangible the radiant new energy.

I have been learning a lot of things since making my huge transition from New Mexico to Pennsylvania.  For as long as I can remember I have always referred to PA as the land that god forgot about.  Once I finally got out (1992) for good, I never ever wanted to come back.  Of course, back then I see “god” as that entity outside of myself, the unconditionally loving punisher!  But yet, as I sit here 10 days in to this thick and dense energy field, there is no doubt that there is some truth to the things I had felt.  Except, we can now say, the thick blanket of illusions keep people asleep, separated from the god within and the energy remains old and thick at the earth level.

I feel like I have (taken for granted) had a mountain top view of all that was and is happening on earth, unaffected by the density, but could understand it all from a stand offish place in Heaven.  Now, I am at the underbelly of it all and it is only the pure love of my father and his wife that nourishes me and keeps me working harder than I ever had before.  The ego part of me could say, working with little fruits for the labor, but, now with hearing semi-intact again, my team reroutes that energy and says the fruits are huge, just not visible yet.

Ya ever just want to shake your fist at spirit and yell at them for giving ya new marching orders without any idea of what you were getting yourself into!!  Geez Louise!!  I know, that’s most of us all the time!!  But still…  I am not accustomed to my vision, namely my “reading” vision being hijacked for collective purposes without giving to the individual a reading, an understanding… something!!!  But, since I have landed in the land of Pennsylvania, that has been the way of it, which, I don’t mind saying, is really starting to piss me off!  I know spirit sits on the other side of the veil laughing their spiritual asses off as I bitch and complain on this side of the veil.  At least yesterday my “hearing” turned back on, that is HUGE progress in this overtly thick old energy landscape.  Of course, I also do not want to hear “but there is a purpose you are seeing this” either.  But I have said many times before, spirit never really cared what I (the ego “I”) want!!

So let’s go over all the things I do understand so far…

I have decided, I take to many things for granted!  Namely, my ability to connect to spirit or the clarity of a landscape to allow such communication with ease.  Of course, I didn’t realize any of this until yesterday when I tried to do my readings for the day.  I have not heard or connected to a thing since landing in Bristol, Virginia on Wednesday evening.  I assumed I was just road weary and that fact that my limbs were swollen like sausages, that I just needed time to recoup my energy and deflate.