God said:

Beloveds, those of you who feel discontent, let Me ask you what wonders have I not performed? What wonders are there that I cannot perform? Perform is not the right word. I am not a performing artist. I am certainly not a trained seal who must do your bidding, yet you are asked to have Trust in Me.

You wonder what trust in Me means. It does not seem to mean I give you everything and anything you want. You know you play a part in success, yet sometimes you are at a loss, and sometimes you despair. What is it you are missing? Is Faith more long-ranged than Trust?

What is there that I cannot do? What cannot I give? Now We come to what seems to be the rub. What does it really mean that I am here for you?

You see that My Will may not be in line with yours. There is a from your side. We are not exactly at odds yet somehow not exactly in line. Oh, woe, from your side, for too often you do not see why even half your desires do not seem to be fulfilled as yet.

You often ask yourself why someone quite like you has wealth while you struggle? Someone seems to have love without end while you seem to be stranded on a deserted island called Earth. Why?

Why are some people so talented? Why do you seem to be lacking, if not in ability, then in drive and ambition? You wonder, after all, what exactly your difficulty is.

Why are some people so smart and up to the minute whereas you too often seem to be the last to know and left out of an inner circle?

Many of you have an inner fear of your dreams coming true. It feels safer to keep your dreams off in the future, as a potential for one day. This can be because of a fear of success and a fear of failure.

Fear of success can occur for many reasons. Perhaps you think it would change you or your relationship with others too much. Perhaps you are simply afraid of the unknown. Maybe it feels like if you have your dream come true you will have nothing else to live for.

Fear of failure can be just as stalling. You feel if you fail you will be judged, or you are trying to avoid your own self judgement. You are afraid if your dream doesn’t work out you will have nothing left to live for. You are afraid of being a disappointment to others and yourself.

Dear Ones, surprisingly, the fear of success and the fear of failure are born from the same root – not trusting the unfoldment and placing too much value in the result and not enough in the experience. Hear us when we say you are completely capable to both succeed and to fail and neither is better than the other. The true value your soul is seeking is experience, and the further definition and clarity it provides.

Experience is how you are able to continue to shape and form your life expression. It is through the trying that you find your next great adventure, your next perfect match, your next joyful expression of self. It is how you allow your soul to expand and grow, which allows you to embody the very nature of the universe.

Being beset on all sides by negativity is not a pleasant experience.  With each way you turn, you may feel attacked and assaulted, both mentally and physically.  Such is the way with those that carry great amounts of light.  What to do?  Breathe, smile, nod if you must and keep bringing in and shining out more light.  Those that come to you this way are in need of deep healing and their ‘attacks’ are merely attempts to gain said healing.  You are loved, protected and very capable of doing this.  The Universe made sure of it. ~ Creator

https://thecreatorwritings.wordpress.com/2016/12/13/keep-on/