Through the Galactic Free Press, I learned of this Youtube video series -

Sanni Ceto (Hybrid E.T.) Important Message 1 of 4. 

I was greatly moved by this series of videos and Sanni Ceto's story. When Wanderer mentioned how painful it is for them to be in contact with us in the 3rd dimension, I thought of Sanni Ceto. Her story helps me to empathize with the pain mentioned by Wanderer. Watching these videos may be of some benefit.

Sanni Ceto says that she is a gray being and that they don't have free will. She caused the Roswell accident and, as punishment (according to her story), she was incarnated onto earth in 3D. I thought this was really extreme--to just drop her into hell.

If her story is true, (I'm more than willing to give her the benefit of the doubt) then why did she disobey orders and bring her fleet to earth?

Anyway, it got me to thinking about Wanderer's free will comment, "Unlike you, we cannot exercise a free will choice on our calling. It is what we have given up in exchange for connection to the divine source. It is part of a higher order of being." Are we going to be allowed to keep our free will? Are we here as punishment? Are we here as an experiment? Are we here to build a brand new universe? Are all of these and more possibilities true, depending on our soul plan? This is all very confusing. Just when we get to learn what free will really means will it be snatched away for allowing ourselves to fall sleep? Or, will we discover that, like democracy, free will is really a shame and that total unity is better?

Just thought I'd ask in case anyone had any answers to offer.