Oh, no, I saw the Dalai Lama in my meditation last night. And I KNOW that he is not my twin flame so I guess what I see means nothing.
Today I began deleting my old blogs, except for those with many comments and those with poetry. I plan to copy the poetry down, since it came spontaneously out of my memory and I still like it. The others, I will read the comments and then delete them.
I can see that I have grown and learned much, but apparently not enough yet.
Love, Astreia
Astreia, just as I was told,
Astreia, just as I was told, dont be so hard on yourself. Your work is not in vain. It just may seem that way. Here, take one of these (((((Astreia))))).
Love Nageeta
Thank you Nageetah
The reason I am deleting my blog posts is that they no longer seem meaningful. Except for the poetry, some of which I want to keep. But - who cares about posts about Romney now? It just isn't necessary to keep that on the Press!
But I do resonate to your comment. And thank you for the hug. People have told me my whole life not to "be so hard on myself"" and I constantly tell myself that my "work is not in vain." But somehow the useless "daddy's little princess" crap persists.
In fact, when I was young and in danger, I never saw it that way at all then. It was all a grand adventure and it wasn't until I "escaped it all" that I realized how much time I had "wasted."
But since time does not exist, it's okay, is it not? And if I had not had those experiences in what I refer to as "the netherworlds" - (NOT meaning the Netherlands lol) - I would understand so little of what people actually go through.
Love, Astreia