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I have always enjoyed reading
I have always enjoyed reading these writings, mainly as I needed to find a reason, why I felt as I did. I do believe that there is mind control, and that the matrix reality that we are influenced was tampered with. However, I am unable to understand multi-dimensional thought. The concept is not recognised by my brain. I think that this results in psychotic episodes.
I have explained away all of my physical symptoms via 'Ascension' - perhaps because I was avoiding the inevitable conclusion that I have experienced many strokes.
For 6 months last year, after the 8:8 gateway I could not walk on my feet. I explained this as the tilt in the poles.
Today I limp. Last week, my face slumped and speech slurred. The week before that I had such intense pain first on the right side and then the left side of my head.
I am unable many times to read words, and even if I can I do not know what they mean. Memory short term is terrible.
We can all list these symptoms, which are many. We can all explain it as Oh this is the Grid frequency. However, in our normal day to day life, the ones that really are 'battered' with this, are really struggling now. We do live in this reality, and it is real, as real as it gets, and to keep speaking, it is not real, is denying any life .
So whilst this may be occuring.............I can no longer trust in this process. I am finding it impossible to maintain a life, and look after myself. Since this belief I have held as these writings, I have alienated all friends and family from my life also.
I have finally accepted that I am sick, and for once, I will have an MRI scan to see what the damage is in my head.
I wonder how many others are really feeling this physically and can no longer go on.?
I am never a one to give up on anything, however, at what point do you say enough is enough, that this has completely ruined my life.
And it has ! I am reading up on mental health now, and identifying how Crazy I have actually become. First step to getting better.
Imagine if they really wanted to make you go mad! and loose the plot, this is a good way to explain it.
See how mad I have become. I accept that!
the above comment
the above comment scares me because if a person is experiencing bad pain as the above person, it could actually be a real condition. i hope everyone gives themselves the chance to see if there is actually something physically wrong with themselves and get the proper help.
If I listed
If I listed everything.............it would be scarey. Im doing a list now, to sit with a doctor and throughly discuss it. I put it all down to ascension, such was my firm belief - that I AM not my physical body, and none of this is real, but when I drag this body around, or it feels like zillionsof ants are crawling over my body after meditation, I can either speak, they are archons, or .........???
For now, I have to stop meditation(not that I have ever enjoyed it) since that is making me worse?
Thank you for your response by the way. Im really lonely! and have become a recluse, I used to be so succesful and happy and sociable. I am no thing these days, apart from dis-abled......
Didn't think loving God would do this to me you know?
to notmindcontrol
i read your latest comment. i am wondering if there is anything i could do for you? maybe just talking or emailing back in forth. being by yourself or thinking by yourself does'nt give you much of a fighting chance. if you would like to talk, my email address is bobby91257@aol.com
why does god allow suffering
god truly loves us all. what we may percieve as suffering may actually be a way by god to make us learn or understand a situation. haven'nt you had bad times in your life that taught you a sort of lesson so that in a future time, you would be more carefull and avoid a similiar predictament. alot of times we don't understand why events happen but we are told they happen for the benefit of the whole. we have to have faith and trust in god's way that he's knows what he s doing. that is my take on things but that is only my experience which may be different for all.
This to me sounds like a
This to me sounds like a problem of balance: I bet you haven't been sinking into and feeling your feelings, but rather assimilating information - is that right? It is the feelings that fortify and forge the understanding: it is a terrible idea to try and construct an understandingly exclusively through logic/left brain, as the latter is being intensively renovated energetically. The feelings, however, are energetic, not neurological: if you try to sink deeper into your feelings, and into your body, into your breathing and all the rest of it, I am certain that this will radically assist. If there are resistances to doing so these are your obsticals and indicate the inner work that needs doing. All the best my friend - I sincerely wish you the best, and if this resonates feel free to keep in touch. Love AA
I have always enjoyed reading.....
Your left and right brain hemispheres may be connecting. Which is a good thing!
The "ants crawling feeling, was described by someone else, who was going through a similar process, last year. There could be of course a medical condition. This is also possible, however, look up what other people are saying about their experiences. You may find, that you are not alone! Ask your angelic team, and the Masters for help. As well as your christed galactic team. You are not alone in this process!