Steve Beckow: From Conflict to Peace

Just last night while watching the "new" Paul McCartney video, my husband came into the bedroom where I was and told me that he is done fighting, and realizes that coming here to Earth to experience what negative that he's experienced was why he came and that ending his life is no longer an option as he now sees that the lessons he is learning, like ridding himself of conflict, and anger, is one of the things that he came to learn.  Something must have opened up these past few days cuz you, Glenn Beck and my husband among others that I don't know at all, are ripping the veil away.. We are on our way "up" seeing the illusion for what it really is.  :-) C

Thank god i am not alone. Love and light John

Very honest and from the heart. A truly self-shattering experience you've described. I've had a few of these myself and saw the fleeting image of "this feels so bad perhaps I should end it all" go fluttering by. It's a death you are describing, a veritable death of the Ego, that part of us that helped us survive our early years and whatever crushing shame or abuse we had to endure. I too am giving up the fight, the anger, the seeking of revenge. Oh those fantasies don't just walk away. But I can look at them, acknowledge them, own them and forgive myself for them while affirming that I will in no way act on them.  That's part of this ascension process we're going through and this deep inner cleansing that is utterly tormenting at times. I wish you well. You are very brave to share this deepest part of you.  It inspired me to reply and add my two cents on this very difficult experience. Like many of us, I would rather have read the book, but change demands first hand experience and oh how that sucks! You will have helped a lot of us with this share. Good on You!

The dissolving of the Ego. The caterpillar turning to mush, to become the butterfly. The confrontation of the Self and the "Watcher At The Threshold", those things come to mind, after reading your account. Congratulations! You are waking up, to become who you really are! You are one of the forerunners, shedding the skin of illusion, and showing the way. Thank you for sharing!

I have recently crossed this bridge more than once wondering if I wanted to make it to the other side?? But as said in Will Smith's latest, "danger is real, but fear is just an emotion. Emotions in themselves are harmless. 

What a powerful example this is of you Steve to reveal something that lies dormant in us all, consciously aware or not.

The Light is certainly motivating us forward with our true natures as in SNOWDEN, what a brave example of heroism. 

If we could only know what the channels say will actually materialize "SOON" in our vernacular, we could be more mentally and emotionally prepared to get on to the, let's say finals.