Jesus ~ The descending of the I AM Presence ~ By Méline Lafont

Dear Meline,

      I was deeply deeply moved by your article and it made me understand more the processes I am experiencing, which sometimes are real extreme!  I never thought of it in terms of descent of I am Presence but that is a beautiful way to view it, but sure ain't easy! Also why I find it harder than ever to think, I think kind of mechanically and quickly when I need to but beyond that I can't think!  My mind's like scrambled, I can't meditate formally anymore I just fall asleep, my old prayers and mantras don;t work! maybe cos my whole life is a meditation now, my consciousness deepening all the time, not just to sit on the cushion or go to church or temple etc. and be holy for a few minutes then come out and lose the plot!

Sometimes it's very uncomfortable though cos the world remains the same and people are pretty much same! While I am most definitely not.  I have to watch out feeling superior or chosen and like whell they can all go to hell if they want to!  or on the other hand despair and wondering if what I experience is real or a kind of fantasy and ascension is just a dream or ideal and not real, that the gross stuff I see is still the reality!

    Much Love and gratitudes,

            Al