“Expectation is the root of all heartache.”

― William Shakespeare

It wont be long - hold on, know it.

http://youtu.be/-4gI--41Odg

forever is a mountain we've yet to climb

tears are a part of what is yet to leave behind

strength in numbers; all you need is two

everyone's a winner; yet still so many lose

the volume of emotion erupting in our soul

a quiet revelation quickly takes a hold

patience is a virtue but she wont always wait

dissension is the tension its what we've learned to hate

it was late september i remember well

memories of the living the old man told the tale

of rising and falling and cruelty and kind

the thing the old man told me truly blew my mind

yes, now we are finding who we are

cause we can see forever

i know its been said so many times before

i once was blind but now i see

and sometimes it just makes no sense

but i believe yeah

we are finding who we are

Finally. Bring it on, we are more than ready!

I wonder who the 'father' is A.A. Michael refers to? What is his name, how does he look like, where does he live? If he can speak, he must have a name, a form and a residence. Has anyone personally met him (no speculations please)?

me too ;-)

thanks

Many have a few misconceptions of who the father is...I hope or will attempt to help clarify this.  First there is a source, it has no form, it is pure consciousness this is what all life comes from, the dimensions, the "ET's", us...and so on.  I shall tell you a story, one day at the Pleiadian library, there was a being (One who had lived many 'existences' on many planets and dimensions, he was very interested in time...and wanted to create a moment of NOW, to split time and space and create this.  He finally came upon a formula that would do so.  From there many joined the project to create this 'earth', everything from the split and then into matter...and finally the life that could live on this planet, which after many attempts became the human as it was the one that allowed the spirit to 'enter' what I like to refer to as the avatar.  This being had a twin flame, she assisted and helped create what was the 'moral' rules such as karma, into the system.  This is the father of us all in that way but is not the source, as even this father came from the source.  This father is the one that knows this system, knows how each one is made as he was the creator of this experiment of earth.  Things did go wrong yes, at that time the 'experiement' was not truly understood and therefore was not in a high frequency part of the library and that is how the ones referred to as the reptiles were able to access the information pertaining to the geometrics of earth and the human body design.  However, as the break in happened the father, destroyed the formula by consuming it = you could say that he ate it - though eating it somehow implies to a human mind a process of destruction, as spirits do not have what you call the digestive tract as you have...this information was absorbed into the coding of the father, the mother did the same forever and always holding the coding for the moral or holy part of human.  Therefore, the father is the only one who is able to change the coding not only of the earth's original code, but that of the human body.  Because the reptiles were able to gain access to how things were built, they were able to add what is best known as a virus into the matrix - referred to as the 'veil' which altered the entire experience and then they were able to incarnate - using the body design...but of course changed to suit their own 'make=up'...when the veil was in place - this caused a disconnection of the original matrix and created much destruction - memories were gone, floods, meteorites and death, sickness arrived to the planet - due to the new energy created from the veil - which are the torus and 'false' spiral energies.  The original is what is known on earth as the 'mandelbrot fractal geometry'.   There is much more to this but that is all I feel I should reveal here.  You may ask how I know this, it is because it was downloaded to me several years ago - when I asked for my DNA to be de-coded, and I saw these memories from the eyes of the 'mother'.  But for many years rejected this as my own memory - until recently.  I have worked behind the scenes, not making blogs, not doing anything but working with the collective conscious silently.  I only have one task left to accomplish and I will return.  It was through this channel, that I finally accepted who I was last week...the mother incarnated, not spared at all from all the trials and tribulations of this incarnation.  I have suffered more than I can express, in order to transmute it...I know only now what my journey was all about and please understand we really are so much closer than what you know.  I hear many screaming why has it taken so long.  Yes first because to do it fast would literally tear people apart.  But there is more - we were capable to do this earlier.  Recently when the portal in late october/november occurred was such a time.  But those who lead this council realised that if the ascension happened to soon, many who had done a lot of work but weren't quite ready, would be left behind.  So a look into the future showed a final date...as we decided as a whole that we would delay this as long as possible so that anyone who was doing the work, could also come.  Understand that this was an act of mercy for those beings.  Not some kind of punishment or test to those who had done it and were ready already.  We are all one and we wish no one to be left behind - although this is inevitable, it is leaving as least as possible.  Realise that those ascending, having done the work are holding vibrations that are making this easier - once the earth ascension occurs into 5D, and the split occurs, those left behind will have to face so much and eventually death = though that just means they will return to source to be renewed and reborn.  That is why this super portal is being opened - it will create the necessary energy so that even those higher will 'shake off' any lower vibrating energies or entities that want to enter the 'new earth'.  Be patient - not for yourselves but for the love of those who need the longest amount of time and chance to come too. xoxo

Dear Flowergirl and the Parent and our Wonderful Poet

    I am with you  really   Flowergirl I really am hurting too and have lost more or less everything financial anyway as I have just been conned out of all me dough!!!  Feel like I have been dying sometimes I have felt like literally can't go on, 'forever is a mountain we have yet to climb' -  yes I am so tired of waiting and waiting and the silk tongued promises of the channellers it's always tomorrow, the next portal, the next month!!!  You know my 'guides'; inner voices actually told me to go for this thing that conned me - it's my time of miracles and manifestation!   What folk forget is the dark is expert at pretending to be the light! - like many of our beloved politicians!  In the Bible is sayd " for behold Satan is become as an angel of light".    Many are dying right now leaving this plane maybe they will come back in a better time. I am sorry for the loss that you spoke of but we know so little don;t we we are so blind here still!? But that thought might comfort you.

       I am really feeling like the poet said sometimes it makes no sense and believe me  it is making no sense to me right now at all and yet I still believe, for what else is there?   If you cease to believe in the light it's like giving up on who you are and saying well there is only dark and the dark wins, death wins, despair wins, the spiritual stuff is delusion, there is only hard matter and this brutal game.  That's exactly where the Archons want you to be. Then they have you. Though I realy feel like jacking in the towell I don't I still try to pray though I am not sure what to, still try to understand the divine though I am baffled and perturbed by this creation. I don't understand humans much at all, how so many just still totally locked in 3D like covered in cement like our grey buildings! !and yet to me it;s like this world is already a corpse; it has died but it's like the Albatross in the great poem of Coleridge the English Romantic,  the Ancient Mariner I still carry round my neck like a bleedin curse!  It;s weighing me down and I can't move to the next stage that I feel could be just around the corner. I stumble on in the dark fearful I may not make it.  There is also the  possibility lurking there in the wings just to spice the game some of us may not make it; for there are as sources like Cosmic Awareness say timelines where the dark maintain control and humans are their meat, their prey, their carrion, as we have been for millenia in many ways.  I have really been feeling like carrion for the astral jackals these days!  But then I dreamt I fed a tiger the other night a bucket of water and the tiger was so vivid and real and beautiful so maybe it's me and my higher energies and inner strength shall return for yes like you I think I met the big One a few times! I mustn't ever forget that. 

    Love to all keep truckin dear ones!