Shanta Gabriel ~ The Gabriel Messages ~ Creating A Matrix For Sacred Life

I was a fool to volunteer here.  It's pointless.  Life on the dirtball holds no joy for me anymore.  I pray for release from living.  I'm tired of waiting for the changes, being in debt, and having to chase paper just to survive.  I fail as a human beeing.  I want no further part in this ground mission.

A blank slate is not getting me employed, nor will it pay my car payment.  Where are these riches and gifts being showered?  Certainly not anywhere around me.