My ego is gasping for air, trying to turn every thought against me. I don't want to feel pain for one more moment. Let the love shine in and be rid of this forever. I feel more amped up then ever before. Something is happening. something big. I don't want to fight it anymore. I just want to let it all go and embrace love...
Yeah, me too!
Most such attempts are mental ascent by those who wish to feel superior.
Did that comment bother you? If so, you're one of them, but if not, then you are in the minority who really are getting there.
Namaste
SoundOfHeart
There is something
There is something there.
Peace,
J.................
Dear One, Am short of words
Dear One,
Am short of words at your claim.
Of course,.... we do not know you well.
But, if you are an ensouled being,
a hologramic spark of the Divine, You know
that the EGO is never, not ever YOURS.
It has claimed you as it's possession, you see,
it is an entity separate from you with an inner agenda
of its own. It is a Sentient, POSSESSING ENTITY, a vampiric
being that directs your mental-emotional bodies to produce
the kind of nourishment it desires.
When you say, my this.... , my that......, it is not you talking ,
but this dastard entity called the Ego. The mental-emotional
bodies under the control of this Ego, does not know who you
are. Never heard of you before. it calls you "ineffable'.
On your way home to the light, this Egoic entity will behave
as if it is working for your enlightenment, but will continuously
sabotage you. as long as you are treating it as your pardner.
It will embrace love and happiness and shun pain for the moment
you are desiring it. How sweet...!
Why am I telling you this..?
For the simple reason that you cannot become enlightened
as long as you are thinking and congratulating yourself
because NOW, you have successfully subjugated your Ego,somehow.
Perhaps it is time to really eyeball this Egoic entity and command it gone.
I think I said enough. This is just a reminder, for those who forgot.
peace,
J....................
thank you! i think?
When the ego takes over, i feel anger, pain; all i want to do is destroy everything. I look in the mirror and see hate and dissapointment.
When love takes over, i feel joy, ecstacy; all i want to do is create and sing along. I look at another being and see my equal/opposite, everything as it should be; everything leading up to this moment, a thousand smiles and a thousand suns...
these past few days have been the most difficult days of my life; internally and externally!