We are in free-fall. I’ve been skydiving, and this is the reason I did it. Exhilarating, terrifying, and thrilling, it is damn near orgasmic. It is an incredible moment in time. I will never forget it. In the air it lasts for moments; here on earth it’s much longer.
These times we are in have no guidebook. There is not a twelve step program to release our addictions to third density while we are enmeshed here. It sounds easy in so much of the information out there … “Let go of the misery of pain and suffering!” “Get the physical vitality you desire without aging!” “Become one with all of life!” “Just love all the time!” “Live in a constant state of bliss!”
Wow, I want to go there. Yet, I am here, and I have to get myself there. There is not a pill to take or a plane to catch (or jump out of). There is just me, here now, with these very third dimensional bills and tasks and relationships and aches and anxieties.
It is time to choose now. Every challenge we find the most difficult will rear up and stand in front of us, blocking our view. We will not see what is possible with love until we can see through the illusions in the way. They seem to be running and fighting with each other now, to take front row… as if the debt is pushing its way to the front, quickly followed by an angry loved one or a persistent physical issue. They seem larger than life and our responses to them are telling us where we need to focus.
This is all improvised. No one can tell you how to do this. You have to love yourself enough to persist. Love is the only answer.
We wanted to be showers of the way. It is show time.
We can do this. Remember love in every moment. If a moment of fear or anger or frustration or desperation or loss overtakes you, bring yourself back with love. It is never true that this is all there is or that you are lost or that it is necessary to be afraid. You are the most powerful being there is, here to transcend this dimension. You can do this. You came to do this. You are doing this.
You are a whisper of love from our creator, gently placed on this earth as a piece of eternity. There is no one more suited to love yourself than you. There is none more worthy, intelligent, or able to do this. What is shouting at you is illusory. The louder it shouts, the more you can be sure that you are on the right track, that your love is just sticking out there now, anyone can see it.
There was a time you believed in fear, and the volume wasn’t necessary to get you to pay attention. Not today, you know the truth now. Fear is the opposite of what you are. Pay no attention to the noise, its part of the show. Focus on truth. See each moment as a chance to love anyway, take nothing personal and focus on the light within the one doing the shouting. That is what is real. What is waiting for us after we complete this free fall, is love.
If this intensity is any indication, we are in for one incredible landing. We are doing a great job!
We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
Thoughts of Love
Perhaps, if I may, ahem..... offer another approach to what I am hearing....
I know there has been so much talk about love vs. fear.... but , suppose one were to see the opposite of love as INDIFFERENCE instead of fear? Last nite some of us were experiencing and talking about fire in the heart (passion). To BECOME the "state" of love out of indifference, there can be an extreme amount of fear (don't judge what the subject is about, it really doesn't matter) .... But it is passion. The love warrior FULLY is in touch with his/her reality of whatever emotions are cocooning the Desire of the Soul, all of them, without judgment, but fully aware that it has its own power. But there always is an opening in all of that drama. (The REAL fear is the fear of self love). God/Goddess has always placed a way (actually many) to get through the fear.... one of the best is humor. Another is the warrior's yell which you have seen on many movies. And collectively, those yells dispel their fear.
ONE GOES THROUGH THE FEAR... and that is the only way to release its hold, until it has no power anymore. Just like the atoms in the physical body, each one is exactly alike, it is how they are grouped that makes the difference.... some gather to make the liver, some gather to make the brain, etc. So, LITERALLY you can take those atoms of fear and turn them (transmute them into love.
Another way we have been trained in society is to see elder woman as horrible, ugly, grouchy, throwaways. Through the indoctrination, we voluntarily gave up the wisdom of the elders. The fact remains that after a woman lives beyond child-bearing years she transmutes that ability to give life into her own personal power to lead, to love, to be a tower to lean on. And so, because the system derived MANY methods to change our MINDS about that,,, the grandmas changed there own minds, subconsciously and collectively to become the oldies, but no more goodies. Now, today it is difficult to find the wisdom.... so authority again is challenged. Grandmas can be pains in the butt, I am one (grandma!) so you may choose to have compassion, knowing in your heart that we were the products of the manipulation of family values.
M of the Grandmothers
I like what you are saying...
Transmuting the fear... I am a woman who lives with a house full of testosterone... even the non-human animals here are male... the anger is often and loudly expressed! Transmuting sounds like a good idea. Thank you! Yes, the real fear is the fear of self-love.
Use the wisdom that you are
Use the wisdom that you are Sophia, and make sure your needs are always met, ok?
M for Majesty
Sounds good
Yes, I will.
As of late it has been drowned out by the voice of the illusion... your reply and some inner connection have altered that course.
Thank you!
Much love and many blessings...