My Story and (in)Complete Understanding:

(Added Note 1/13/13:  2 Years ago, I really thought I understood all there was to understand about this amazing experience in my journey, boy was I wrong!  There is so much more understanding, purpose and reason it all happened exactly as it did.  When I completely finish publishing what I had written 2 years ago, i will start to write to fill in all the things that I did not know then.)

 
One day, without any warning what so ever, I got into my holy bathwater; the place I had been doing meditations and the very place I related to as my new “church”.  Something I saw as horrible at the time took place. My body started to vibrate to rates of feeling I didn’t know were humanly possible.  Mortified at the intensity of this arousal, I rushed out of the tub, frantic with the feeling that I had lowered my precious sacred place into a gutter of sexual desire.

I am so sorry I had to wait til this morning to continue yesterdays sharing, my internet completely crashed on me for the better part of the day.  So I decided to do something I haven’t done in years, I took 4 baths (meditations) all in one afternoon.  I have said this before, but I have to say it again today, especially today…

No matter how much you think you know, how much you think you understand, how complete what you think know seems to be… there is so much more to know.  Once you receive the rest of the story, even the story you were sharing yesterday becomes (almost) inaccurate due to the new information/understandings released today.  Someone once said there is no ABSOLUTE truth, just ongoing variations of higher and fuller truth unfolding.

But before I get into all of that (smile) I must share the rest of the readings I left out yesterday.  They are all so relevant to our incredible NOW!

Time is rolling by faster and faster, and for many, this will bring with it some rather interesting events. For we say, have not the hands of time started to act in some rather inaccurate ways recently? Have you seen how the hands of time seem to stand still one moment, while they seem to have skipped a beat or two the next? Do you lose count of the days, and do you have a hard time placing events in a linear sequence? Do you feel like you have been transported back in time, to a time in your life when you were much younger than today? And do you feel like you are growing younger while your body seems to be the same old? Well, all of these and other occurrences like it, are just a sure signal that you have entered what some may call the twilight zone. Things have started to seem less solid than they did only a short time ago, and your mind seems to be a bit more fuddled than usual. In other words, reality keeps warping and twisting, and you feel less sure on your feet as everything around you starts to take on a more unreal feel than what you experienced before.