God said:

This morning I hear your words walking in. I hear you say:

"God, when I enter Your Presence, then I feel You most clearly. It is like you envelop my heart from the inside. You open the curtains of my heart. You hug me from the inside. You spread a balm on me. You open my wings. I crave Your Words. You stir me and calm me.

"There are moments, God, when time does stand still, when time does not exist, and there is peace, and You give it to me. Still, I crave more of You. I want to walk into You and disappear. I am tired of myself and my childish ways.

"God, you take age away. With you, age does not exist. I am neither young nor old. Along with this comes a kind of State of Non-Existence. It is not that I have gone somewhere. It feels more like I never was. It is more a question of What was I ever, and Where am I? Do I or do I not exist?

"I feel like an observer of myself and My Self.

"There used to be sayings around that were to make children behave. They read like this: 'I am a watchbird watching you.'

"God, I am this watchbird watching my seeming self with cool objectivity. At the same time, I am not really here at all. I dwindle.

"All my emotion doesn't exist. I always thought that my emotion was who I am. Right now I do not know that I am or I am not. It is as if I exist, yet I do not.

As you continue to grow, you may find yourself triggered by things you thought you had cleared or ‘gotten over’.  The emotions may feel as real and raw as they did when the experience first occurred.  Do not be dismayed at this, my child.  It is important to move through the remnants of the experience so you can finally close the energetic loop to find peace.  Rather than stuffing and hiding it….yet again, have faith that you have the skills, wisdom and knowledge to finish it once and for all. ~ Creator

https://thecreatorwritings.wordpress.com/2016/07/14/closing-the-loop/

Hope is the beckoning of your soul. ~Archangel Gabriel

http://trinityesoterics.com/2016/07/14/daily-message-thursday-july-14-2016/

God said:

Yes, We, you and I, write, and it is written. No matter who you think you are, it has always been We.

There is Being. There really is no deciding, for Oneness is. Life lives itself. Life decides itself. Writing is its Own Consciousness. Or, We can say that present writing had come to Life before it was written. It is not exactly that tales that are told have been stored. Let Us say Life and Its Tales are always available, and availed of in what is thought of as any time anywhere.

A so-called minute ago arose, as it were, eons ago. Who can say? Words arose from the mist and could have arisen at any moment of Infinity, even as Infinity has no moments.

We could say that there is nothing that has not already been written or cognized. There is nothing that has not already been thought of. There is nothing that was not present before you noticed it, yet, in the Truth of Life, there is no past or future. There is no has-been. There is no will-be. There is a Continuum of Vitality and Earthiness that is noted as Present. What is really going on is Infinity which is deeper than going on.

Infinity dissolves and revolves. What you know as Life evolves. There is Fullness. Fullness is full yet not yet finished. Or, We can say there is nothing but the Intelligence of Infinity. Infinity isn't doing anything. It isn't going anywhere. Existence is Existence Itself. Existence is not yet a wave. Existence is an Ocean Whose Tide has not yet swept itself into Waves. This is the Truth of Life.