Welcome to Brenda's Blog

( I tried to get this out yesterday, but was prevented.)

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A few interesting questions for you:  Do you "get it" yet, or are you still running around in circles chasing your own tail, getting nowhere fast?  And, are those circles making you dizzy and tired yet?  Intrigued?  Please Read on.

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     First, let me begin by saying, "I Love You".  It matters not who you are, what you've done or what you're still doing, what you look like, where you live or who you associate with or what your beliefs are...I Love You!  I Love You because you are a part of me and I am a part of you.  Yes, we may look different, speak differently, and have totally different points of view, but you see, that doesn't matter either!  We are connected.  We are connected by something unseen, like our DNA, and something seen, like our Humanity.  Think about this; "Underneath The Colors Of Our Skin, We're All The Same...Deep Within."  This is Truth.

I’m getting lots of messages from Spirit about beginnings and endings. In my life, this takes the form of my transition between jobs. I was worrying about it lately, wondering if I would be able to handle it. I thought about how comfortable I was here. It’s what I know. But, that’s where we can get stuck. We need to push our boundaries.

As I was driving around listening to happy music on my lunch break today I was stopped at a stop sign behind a light green volkswagon beetle. The back lights had a plastic flower overlay on them. Like this, but the color of the car and the covers were a light, jade green. (For the heart chakra I am now realizing.)

It made me smile. I gave thanks to Spirit for putting a smile on my face, then I remembered to look at the license plate.

Posted April 17, 2013

Dear hearts, with deep regret we speak with you today in regards to the most recent act of malice which occurred in the great city of Boston within the United States.

In the midst of unraveling the darkness which has lived within your societies for eons of time, and by this we refer to the Cabal and their minions who have maintained their iron grip over your people,and who have instilled fear, despair,and who have brought great harm, in all aspects of the word for much of your history, we ask you to understand the presence of these dark ones is so deeply engrained within your world, they are desperate and will do anything possible to maintain this, and re-establish their rapidly declining power over you, the collective.  This dear hearts, is done with their most potent weapon.  Fear.

I Forgive You when you interrupt me, cut me off in traffic, or come against me when I am in high spirits.

I Am Forgiven when I am impatient, anxious, and selfish to another as now I see that those reactions are born in me and is up to me alone to take full responsibility for what comes out of me even when everyone around me is lashing out against me; it still is my decision to respond in haste or with a fire extinguisher.

I Forgive You when you slam doors in my face, yell obscenities at me, and diminish my self-esteem as now I have realized that I am my own keeper of empowered resolve. My self-esteem is impervious toward your actions because I know I am rich with humanity.

I Am Forgiven when I become frustrated when communing with others; When I bring others into blindness I am so alone in that moment that I feel helpless and so I attack all those around me so to feel better about my lonesome status in life. I see now I must ask for a helping hand to heal these wounds. Thank you for being patient with my lack of understanding.

I Forgive You when you verbally and physically abuse me on a daily basis because you see me as your only hope for survival.

Endeavor to fill leavening tides of proclaimed somethingness

Calling out to Be-ing of great lasting endorphins

Incredulous sands prolapsing before starting

Courage step toward me dearest chord

Arising doubts streamlining past attempts

Will the abandonment follow me into open fields?

Is happiness possible in such grim circumstances?

Where has Love gone, where has empathy strayed?

Finding trust again through forgotten friendship

How have I gone so long without you and not noticed it was you all this time I needed most