LOVE

The day may dawn when fair play, love for one's fellow men, respect for justice and freedom, will enable tormented generations to march forth triumphant from the hideous epoch in which we have to dwell. Meanwhile, never flinch, never weary, never despair. ~ Winston Churchill

I don't know what I'm writing when I start this. It has something to do with my heart feeling cold, though.

There's a positive and negative to everything. I haven't been meditating daily, like I know I should. I'm recogizing the differences now. Postive and negative. Dark and light.

When I don't meditate, I'm cold. I know I'm cold. My heart is cold and mine and that's it. I recogize others, but I don't really seeeeee them.

When I do meditate I am warm. I am kind. I am compassionate. I am miserable.

What?

You heard me, I am miserable.

That doesn't make sense.

When I do meditate, I am giggly and I am nice and I am warm, I am so warm. My heart is warm and soft. I wake up in the mornings and cry and cry and cry. I don't want to keep living in this 3D world. The thought of getting out of bed, and going out in 3D rattles me.

So when I don't meditate. I still smile. I'm still kind, but I am hard and cold.

It's not something I think that others notice the way I do. They still see the smile, they still get treated kindly. But not as kindly as they could.

I don't want to venture into that 3D world, but I have to.

When I don't meditate, I can get by. I don't have an aching feeling in my heart, a longing for something better.

What's worse? I'll tell you.

When I don't meditate, there's nothing pushing me. I'm "content", for lack of a better word. I don't realize that aching and longing, it's hidden inside of me. Buried in the layers of density from 3D living to keep it hiding from me, so it's not there to give me that motivation.

I don't want to go out in the 3D world, but I have to. I have to because someday, I won't have to.

Does that make sense?

Good.

13:20 Calendar (01.11.13): A YELLOW STAR LOVE EMBRACE! OH, BIG HUGS! )★♥(



ART: “Yellow Star" by Fuiron, http://fuiron.deviantart.com/

MUSIC: “Earth Wind and Fire- Shining Star”, http://youtu.be/vwc0AW67CmA
“You’re SHINING STAR, No Matter Who You Are!

“Come On, People! Raise the Vibration!”

EARTHSTAR PEACE CALENDAR: NEW EARTHSTAR YEAR, NEW MOON, TATANKA HANEPI WI BUFFALO MOON

“Earth Guardians, instill the Light on Earth--fulfill your Rainbow Covenant with Grandmother Turtle Island.

Utilizing the 11:11, 12:12, and 13:13 Universal and Spiritual Star Symbols of THE STAR ALTAR OF CREATOR'S HEART, on New Moon and Full Moon, on Solstices and Equinoxes, we Earth Children anchor the Light on Earth.”
-Grandmother SilverStar

♥ 11:11 MAKA WICAHPI WICOHAN (Word of Love, The Way of the EarthStar, Universal & Spiritual Laws of Creator):
DAY: SPIRITUAL LAW OF PROTECTION, Venus, Panther Day, Yellow Solar Star, Essence of Peace. “Thus, on Day One, on New Year we step on the Star Path of Love, The Elk (Cosmic Christ Consciousness--The Christ Path) !! The Path of Love !!” -Grandmother SilverStar, Code for the Day: http://tiny.cc/cyirqw

13:20 Calendar (01.05.13): THE SPIRIT IN THE SKY SAYS, “YES! WE DID IT AND WE ARE STILL DOING IT!”