LOVE

What if I loved you This Much

What if I loved you until tears cracked your resolve that says No

What if I loved you until you ascended on Heart’s High Note

What if I loved you and didn’t even know you

What if I didn’t need to ever know you to love your potential for Tenderness

What if I loved you because I believe in you that much

What if I loved you to show you who reflects when you smile

What if I loved you because when I see you I feel my insides burst from recognizing themselves in you and choosing to celebrate

What if I loved you because that’s all I know how to do and all drugs combined could not compare to the high the love I feel for you

What if I loved you inside and spoke to you in your own voice

What if I loved you and walked with you and whispered to you every time you were in need of acceptance

What if I loved you and didn’t stop even when you hated me back and told me to go the other way

What if I decided I would not leave you and gave you the feeling of warmth every time you desired the decoding of Pain

Endeavor to fill leavening tides of proclaimed somethingness

Calling out to Be-ing of great lasting endorphins

Incredulous sands prolapsing before starting

Courage step toward me dearest chord

Arising doubts streamlining past attempts

Will the abandonment follow me into open fields?

Is happiness possible in such grim circumstances?

Where has Love gone, where has empathy strayed?

Finding trust again through forgotten friendship

How have I gone so long without you and not noticed it was you all this time I needed most

I sense I may know who you are. I suspect you have given me hints.

But I am not certain, by far, as my feelings are always intense.

I constantly reach out to help -but sometimes my perceptions are wrong.

Like now, I am writing a poem - when what we need is a song.

I tried with my pen and ink to draw a picture of us,

But - I do not think my drawing was worth all the fuss.

We were quite deeply engaged, but not quite fully entwined.

The part that I couldn’t connect had to do with the mind.

Ascension resulted when Re-membered were the limbs. Re-membered as they once were in the wholeness of presence.

Our spiritual limbs became disconnected as disorganization fell onto the floor so to speak of our once great Body. For long now we have gone without, desperately seeking what will bring us back to the ecstatic state. Thus we moved to the surface world to one day find our lost inner voice to re-engage our magic. The Surf if ripe and the board no longer needed as we have Re-membered our way back to ripeness in order to mutate into the Surf of brilliance.

We all have recalled at some point what wholeness feels like, even those who are not Star seeded can honestly admit they have a yearning for what brings them higher in emotionality.

We are in essence bringing in the Re-membering of limbs to our surface world so that at some point We as a collective can have complete clearance to the inner sanctum we came from. This is initiated by each of us and then brought together from within to without. But it shows up within first.

Bringing in the Light requires only Re-membering that you are the Light. Bring in your central force by opening your arms, speaking your peace, adjusting your microphone so that all can hear what it is that you’re perfect heart muscle has to say.

The disconnection of emotion coming together is the result of growing awareness that brings the unseen into focus showing up as presence. A sort of smoothness enters the room from which confusion then charms into elevated acceptance of what is here and now.

September / 30 /2012

Prep work done on Gaia for Planetary work to be done in October By Sayuri Lapoint and LynMarie , Rick 3:30 pm

Activations done on planet today:

Opened portal of Love,  Peace, appreciation, gratitude.

Brought in Love, Peace, appreciation, gratitude for all of humanity who were open to receive and Gaia.  This was also integrated with earth, galactic, sun, and source.

The Dark energy’s were commanded off planet today and will this be enforced!

The Dark ones are creating confusion as they struggle to hold on to you and Gaia. You need to stay focused and on your path or you will miss opportunity into new world.

The crystals have been active and awakened below the earth.

The Crystal chambers are now connected to core of Gaia, Core of galactic, cord of sun, core of source.

The Feminine energy has been awakened on Gaia

The Crystal Grids for Gaia, galactic core, sun, source are activated and intergraded.

Blessing for all to receive Now.

Could someone send me the Sunday link? Im not sure if its here or not. As I said the housing meeting is about the same time. Pays the rent so I cant really complain.