Your awakening and learning process has always been filtered through your life experiences but, rough beginnings do not always mean challenging growth or outcome.  Your amazing, infinite mind has the ability to change whatever you choose to focus on and free will opens it up to all the possibilities outside those experiences.  Do you wish things to be as they have always been, or will you make a conscious effort to move toward your better tomorrow?

The Universe understands that your existence is yours and will always support you along the way.  Now, dear one, it is time to start creating! ~ Creator

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If you find you are wishing away your time or pushing through one unpleasant obligation to another, perhaps it is time to step back and reevaluate. Isn’t it time to create a life you want to savour? ~Archangel Gabriel through Shelley Young

Take a moment to ponder this;

The only fight, battle or war that exists within is of your own making.  Allow yourself to begin creating peace.  You may not know the way but, your soul does. ~ Creator

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With all the huge, sweeping changes going on, darling child, remember love!  The Universe knows that you have been diligent in your learning and growth and that it has been challenging on more than one occasion.  There is no need to be judgmental, harsh or angry when you release.  If those emotions are still present, there may be hidden things you need to work out before the process is complete.  When you get to a point where the cacophony has stopped, you are able to see things for what they are and have a deep understanding of it, that is when you are ready.  Be patient and loving to yourself…it may take some time but, it is truly worth it. ~ Creator

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