In my mid 20's, 1995ish, I picked up a book by Raymond Moody on near death experiences, and that is where my journey began.  I suddenly became fascinated with after death experiences, ghosts, and the world of spirit in general.  I felt myself compelled to explore everything that had to do with "new age" spirituality and I must have read a thousand books on these subjects over the past 20 years.  This became my passion where each exploration opened me up to more questions I had to find answers to. 

My curiosity could not be quelled and over time, my readings and contemplation thereof shaped my belief system.  Coming from a family of both Christians and atheists, I found little support with my endeavors and have felt like a loner most of my adult life.  Whenever I try to discuss my discoveries and ideas, my words fall on deaf ears and closed minds.  My family and friends characterize me as flaky and nuts.  The thing is, I feel so attracted to the subjects I explore, that I can't stop even when those close to me can't support me on this.  I began reading channeled works about 7 years ago when I picked up a "Sedona" magazine and the information I garnered from channeling was so fresh and connected to the "other side", that I was immediately hooked.  So, just as a side note, I wasn't into following  conspiracy theorists (which I have now renamed truth-seekers) until the last week of April 2012 when I would say I awoke with a BANG!