I have had a strong feeling about It is no longer "Us vs Them". It is now an even playing field where the game is no longer a competition but a field of dreams come true. Love, joy, compassion... a cumulative of all positive feelings that are truly in the moment are now a reality. At first (in my experience) the 'us and them' was the light and the dark clawing our way towards winning the fight to the death! Then I saw the trend of light workers scoffing each other, belittling techniques, tragic fear and loathing that ended anything positive that may have come from a group, and the scientists vs. the spiritualists. It was exhuasting standing in between all this fighting all the time. And when a group disolved, it was another force in the shadows that was to blame.

I learned to not take sides anymore. Everyone seemed to be right, no one seemed to really be wrong, it was the details and the egos and the personal agendas that weakened the front line on the sometimes bloody battle fields. I listened to all the sides, all the storys, all the angles. I needed to know all of it. And there was always more. More thoughts, more agendas, more fear.