Well here we are, the day after the day after!! I surely feel more coherent than I did yesterday, of course I have only been awake for nearly 20 minutes and its barely 5am. We will see how the rest of the day goes from here!!
I hiked the Guadalupe Mesa with 6 friends the day of the eclipse. I feel so blessed to have been with this exact group of people on this very landscape of experience. There was a feeling of togetherness that touched my heart every step of the way. And some of these steps were down right challenging.
We took a break a little over half way up to rehydrate and give our bodies a bit of a rest and the view to Jemez, to the life that surrounds the life I live was breathtaking! I put a little sign in the picture below that says “I live here” which is where my home is




The shadow side (or the ego etc) can be something that frightens many individuals, and so much so that they avoid, deny and mask this important aspect of who we are. Firstly, I will share my interpretation of the shadow side…
Dear ones,
[Hello God & Gabriel.] Hello Suzy & welcome back! [Thank you, it has been a longer break from TAUK than I thought I would have. It feels great to connect again!] We know that you have imagined this time away as a time for introspection. As you tended to your child and understood your role as a mom, you gave permission to your High Self to privately upgrade your HS’s love & joy. This upgrade was a re-boot necessary for the shift. You needed to ‘power-down’ to accomplish this and this is why you felt disconnected energetically while in Florida. [I thought I felt that due to the stress of getting a child through a medical situation.] That was part of the journey but you also needed the time to re-boot. It all is in perfect order.