Your reaction to any given situation depends on what you need to look at most closely. You will continue to draw what you need to change until you do not need it anymore. ~ Creator

https://thecreatorwritings.wordpress.com/2016/12/03/continuing/

God said:

You desire this, and you desire that, and what you desire may be at two ends of two different spectrums. You have conflicting desires. You want everything. You may ask yourself: “What do I want more than what I already have?”, and yet you aren’t sure how to choose between two wants that seem to cancel each other.

An example might be that you want a love relationship, and you also may prefer to live alone. If you could have a peaceful loving relationship, you would be glad, yet you fear to tread where you have trodden before where peace is not.

You want to fulfill all your responsibilities, and you would very much like plenty of free time as well.

This is how you are conflicted. You talk back and forth. You talk yourself into an idea, and, in the next breath, you talk yourself out of the idea. You convince yourself that you can't be or have everything. Therein lies the rub.

Come from the idea that you can indeed be and have everything you desire. Come also from the idea that you are not in need, definitely not in desperate need.

Focus on your desires and less on what you believe you may be denied.

Midway is not always the solution. There is always a solution. There is always a way to be found. A way will come to you. Know this: Maybe you don't have to walk both to the left and to the right. Maybe you don't have to figure everything out.

What a year many of you have had! If you are wondering why you had so much going on, we would say it was because you were focused on completion within a year of completion. You have accomplished more in one year in these accelerated energies than would normally achieve over the span of several lifetimes. Allow that last of the clearing to occur if you still have things coming up, and then look to the future.

What do you wish to create now that you are not hauling all that old junk with you? What do you wish to embody now that you have created so much space? Just like an artist will prepare the canvas in preparation for their next masterpiece, you are poised to create some of your greatest expressions of self moving forward. ~Archangel Gabriel

http://trinityesoterics.com/2016/12/02/daily-message-friday-december-2-2016/

My lovely one; it may seem as if you are surrounded by muck.  The everyday acts of living may make it feel as if you are dragging all of it with you.  There is a lesson in this!  Please remember that once you move past thoughts of being weighed down, there are great treasures to be found.  It may take some digging, but you will find them. ~ Creator

https://thecreatorwritings.wordpress.com/2016/12/02/treasures/

God said:

Along with your long list of wonderful gifts you long for, add this one: Add that you grow to be humble and that you stay firmly so. You are not asking to be more humble than anyone else. You are not even admiring being humble.

When you are humble, you are basic. You appreciate what you are granted. You also are not outraged at what you see as Life not having granted you all your desires to date. You know that you are deserving. You know this as you know how to take breaths without counting or ordering yourself to take them. The ability to breathe without thinking about it is ordained. It is already yours, so no need to pant for it.

Humble, you don't get high and mighty. You are not perturbed. Humble, you take Life as it comes. You don't feel that Life must do this or that. You do not feel overlooked or misbegotten.

What you do is to take Life without affront. What a great talent you have when you do not take affront. When you do not take affront, you put the Cards of Life, as they are dealt to you, in their place. You do not harbor them in front of you. You do not take them amiss. Your feathers are not ruffled.

It may well be that you desire good for yourself and good for others. Good for all actually. That you deserve all is a given. If anyone deserves good, you know you do. Now, humbly, you know it is on its way.

When you are humble, what you gain is equanimity. Desire equanimity. Desire peace for yourself and give it to the Universe and all the throng.