Lisa Gawlas

Welcome to February!!  I am breathing a sigh of relief that the craziness that has been January, is now behind us!  Instead of the winds of change blowing us to smithereens on even subatomic levels, we now have the winds at our back, pushing us forward.  For some, that can very well be interpreted as, pushing us out of our comfort zones.

There are two readings from yesterday that sit strongly at the forefront of my mind this morning.  The detail and understandings of both of them became clearer and clearer as the day progressed.  I also realized, primarily due to my last reading of the day, what the field is really showing you.  I mean, I knew, but with this lady’s reading and actually the conflicting energy coming thru the phone, the point was underscored:

No matter what your life may look like on the outside, what your circumstances may be on the inside, ya know, ego chatter, YOU are ready.  The readings over the last several days have been showing us what is needed to set all the prepared fields of energy into motion.

The one thing I am really starting to understand as the field of readings progress out of the stormy weather to revelations within each person, that what we needed, energetically is, and has, already been in place.  It is the realization that we have already been provided with “that” that sets the energy field alive.  And the field of life, now fully able to participate in creation like never before, is really flexing its creative muscles!

Ohhh and before I get to sharing the understandings from the readings and my ongoing Odyssey within my bathtub, let me share an amazing insight that came thru the field yesterday in relationship to the appearance of so many animal totems/helpers.  The field had said that animal (fish, bugs whatever) helpers appear to a person when they need to tie the energy of their spiritual world to the created reality they are living.  Our animal helpers know the matrix of created life and how to string what is need within that person to the heart desire of the person’s life field.  Point being, you already have what you are looking for… now learn how to use it in your created reality!!

Did you ever have a meditation that just seemed to alter everything.  It takes you to a place that is so deep within alternate realities, alternate universes, choice points that allows you to choose again and once you enter and choose a different outcome, there is no returning back to the reality you have been living.  Welcome to my meditation yesterday and my ongoing present moment this morning.

It’s a good thing I live and thrive in the “weird and strange” zone, because yesterday was every bit of that, from the moment I got out of bed.  When I sat down at my computer yesterday morning to share my mornings understandings, suddenly my lungs decided they needed to purge some (a lot) of phlegm.  Granted I am a smoker, but I never ever hack like I did yesterday and constantly spewing up lung content (phlegm.)  But for close to a full half hour, I couldn’t even type for the hacking.  However, in-between the coughing I did manage to drink yesterdays coffee (I always leave a cup of coffee from the day before so I don’t have to wait in the morning for my first cup) well… seems my body decided to kick in the gag reflex too at the end of my first coffee and what went in, came straight out, over and over again until there was nothing left in my stomach to bring up.

After all that ruckus inside, I was perfectly fine, well, mostly.  The sinuses stepped in for the next few hours, but so mild compared to my mornings eruption within!!

After my day was finally finished yesterday, I took a bath.  The only thing I got to see, which still has me smiling this morning, was spirit’s hand working my appointment calendar.  Maybe it was because I was marveling at the alignment of each of you on the day’s agenda of readings, each in your own energetic place and yet, adding a very important and harmonious brush stroke to the tapestry unfolding.  From my meditation view, it almost looked like a puzzle, pieces scattered all over the place.  One piece may have already been in my hand and spirit would take that piece out of my hand put it somewhere else and place a new piece in my hand.  All with divine reason, to paint a real and true picture, thru your light, in our unfolding story of Light.  It was very much like the long arm of spirit was putting you in a very particular placement at the exact time you needed the understanding of where you are within your field of Light and the ongoing story of understanding.  It was humbling really.  I have been doing readings now for 10 years in various different ways, but never ever had each day build into an understanding of where we are now.  Of course, we were not on such a fast track of evolution either thru the last 10 years.  But then again, nor have I ever really written about it as consistently as I do now.

Holy cow did the field, everyone’s readings, tell a vast story yesterday.  I know I have said this before, but I am going to say it again, I feel so absolutely privileged,  blessed, to be able to connect to you in the way you allow me to.   So, thank you for your love, your trust and your support for all us moving thru this new and auspicious time in our lives!

My first lady kick started a day of just weird energy that seemed to be present the rest of the day.  She had forgotten to give me the country code to connect my call with her.  I had no clue where in the world she was, I just knew she as out of the country.  After an hour and fifteen minutes of emailing, we finally got her country code to allow the connection.  It didn’t ring any bells yesterday (I was too worried about her hour reading only getting to be 15 minutes, because that’s all the time I had left before my next appointment.

What a gem January has become.  I guess it always was, but when you are in the fire changing the molecular structure from a piece of coal into a brilliant diamond, it sure doesn’t feel very gem like!!

For me, there are so many things clicking into place, understandings made tangible and actually…. very very applicable.

There is a huge difference in perspective when we are on top of something looking straight at it, as opposed when we are a sizable distance from whatever that is, looking at it.  The view from a distance is fuller, more complete.  This is true for our spiritual journey as well.  More often than not, whatever is changing or has changed in our physical life is also giving us a larger view of our changing spiritual life as well, if we take the time to stop and really notice.

When I first seen the Mesa from the road way with my own two eyes, it was so different than when I open my back door and see it.  The avalanche was huge, the falling away of ancient lava, one of the most resistant elemental formations loosened by erosion of time and weather.  Very much like the goo of our ego!!  It hangs on tight and solid.  Until it cannot any longer.

Here is what I learned from readings yesterday about what we are doing at this moment.  Powering up our inner field, our heart field.  Very much like a farmer who goes out and tills the soil and drops seeds to harvest thru the year.  With our emotional field within our core, we are in the midst of planting the seeds that is already producing the landscape of our new field of Life.

A dear friend volunteered to wade thru the plethora of sharings I have done over the last year to find when Jorge first appeared in my meditation.  She found a sharing from Feb of last year called As Above ~ So Below.  I sat in the late night quite and re-read that sharing.  So many bells and whistles went off within me.  This sharing is as relevant as the readings in the field yesterday.  They are like bookends of understanding really.

I am going to share two snippets of last years sharing and expand on what I soooo understand now:

What a month January is turning out to be, at least in my world.  Up, down, in, out, whirl around, flat-out… But no matter the condition my body or my mind is in on any given day, one thing is constant, the stream of continued understanding and in insight.  I literally feel like I have downloaded 10 encyclopedia’s of information since January started, more than half of them, thru you!  Thank you very much (smile.)  I think yesterday became one of those days of really deep integration within me.  My mind woke up tired, exhausted really.  I tried to do readings, but all I got to see was my own antenna.  The only time I ever really see my antenna as I attempt to read is when I am neither off nor on, but in a growth phase.  But even that showed us something.  We are not only growing within our conscious abilities, we are really expanding too.  My antenna used to look like a softball sized pole that went out into the back yard to connect with your soul energy.  The softball size no doubt related to the size or opening of my crown chakra, since that is where it emerges from.  Yesterday, it was the size of my whole flipping head and looked very much like a psychedelic mushroom!!  What that means, I guess we will find out as we continue to connect and grow together!

Before I talk about the adventures beyond the massage table with Frank, I want to back up just a moment and share something very important.

The Arousal Zone

Frank had allowed me to realize a major and very strange shift happened in my body.  Whenever he and I were kissing or cuddling or take a stroll in the Holy Gutter together, my horny spot, moved!

Holy cow did it move!

Every time I got aroused it was never in my groin, it was always in my heart center.  Now, that is not to say the rest of me wasn’t joining the party in my heart, but that familiar intensity that happens when we become sexually aroused would dance and throb at my heart center, right smack dab between my breasts.

At first, I thought it was a fluke.  But it became very very apparent  this is not a fluke but the new way of feeling!