Posted on December 2, 2012 by Nancy B. Detweiler

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 NOTE BY NANCY:  A gay minister friend of mine is sharing his journal with a prayer that his experiences will be of assistance to others as we all prepare for Ascension.  One way in which he is preparing is by having a past-life regression.

DECEMBER 1, 2012

 As I prepare for my past-life regression on Monday, I have become keenly aware over the past weeks/months that FEAR is the #1 issue that confronts my life, as is probably the case with 100% of all other humans.  My earliest recollections of this present life all involve being taught to fear—not love.  Oh, love may have been sprinkled in there like a sparsely used pinch of salt, but it was never enough to flavor the heaping portion of fear.

  2 December 2012

I am getting floods of inspiration and I am finding that “habit” is continuously trying to kick in and distract me.

It feels like the battle between the familiar and the little known but gentle, quiet wise one. Habit is so easy to slip into and so familiar that it is constantly the default setting.

And this evening December 1st 2012, the gentle, quiet one has won out. Though it was a conscious choice as familiar habit kept calling  and it continues even as I clumsily try to type this into my blog.

I know that getting drawn into night-time TV can eat up so much time and is one of the most all pervading distractions. And virtually every single home in the  western world has one on most of the day and evening, it is a constant “companion”.

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Here we are, at the first of December in this most auspicious year of 2012. Many of the things that we’d hoped would happen haven’t, but I’ve noticed a growing trend of peace within the hearts of light workers, as reflected in your communications. Many of us seem to have arrived at the satisfying place of being at peace in ourselves.

The apparent chaos of a crumbling system of control is noticed, but not focused on. The focus is instead on love and on Ascension and on whatever personal work remains on the periphery of awareness. Perhaps we’ve reached a level of awareness that puts 3D matters into a container that we can open or close at will. For my part, I truly do appreciate it.

I recall a time just over two years ago that I was impatient and continually wondering when I was going to catch a break. My thoughts were often focused on wanting to just be able to relax about things. When was life going to start being fun?

Well, here we are. It is December, the final month of the magical year of 2012. It seems like just yesterday, we were celebrating Christmas in 2011 and wondering what the New Year would have for us. How has 2012 panned-out for you so far?

I have personally learned so much about myself and taken so many big leaps in this wonderful year. I learned a plethora of appreciated information about the reality and act of energy work by simply communicating with beings who specialize in energy work; I became aware of important former aspects of this body-temple that needed surfaced and moved-on from if I wished to excel further into purer states of consciousness; a bond grew with a dear group of people who I am honored to call family [thanks to some Lovely radio shows and an amazing Conference]; oh, I could go on expressing the immense positive change I’ve experienced.

While peeling and integrating layer after layer of myself, I too have looked toward the end of this year as a grand initiation into a purer state of consciousness. I’m one who has looked toward physical dates for the initiating of change and I’ve put so much of myself into specific dates and timeframes panning out, and if amazing and grand change does come about this month, than I will be the first to say thank goodness!

With love I greet you.  It is I, Haniel.  In joy I speak with you on this day.   For this is the time of fresh beginnings.  This is the time of the purging of the old and the ushering in of your God-given mastery.  We stand witness to the dawining of the glorious Platinum Age of Light.  Heed the call, Dear Ones, and let not a second more pass you by that you are not fully encompassed in the enormous waves of love cresting over the planet.  Do not tarry, do not lag.  Dive in headlong and enjoy the sheer bliss of it all!  Can you not feel it already?  Those sudden rushes of the purest, clearest, love?  It is a sensation so long unfamiliar to you, and it is not that you did not ever know this feeling – it is that you simply forgot.

We are the Council of Nine. We have come today to rejoice with you for the Light of the Christ has descended into the world. The spiritualization of a physical race is now a fait accompli; the first of the star seed have undergone their initiations into the spiritual hierarchy and the light has entered into the world. Many may not be fully cognizant of just what has taken place, but as the days go by their new gifts will come online, as it were, as the downloads of new energy, awareness, love and light take place in their physical everyday world. Nothing will be the same for them, again. Nothing will be the same for the entire planet. Now that the flame of the Christ has been permanently lit within these physical vehicles upon the completion of soul merge, the light of the Christ will fan through the ranks of the lightworkers like a forest fire.

This is the culmination of a project undertaken by the spiritual hierarchy of this solar system under the direction of the spiritual hierarchies of the galaxy and universe. We understand that few of you understand the significance of this step, but it is one that will change the face of the universe forever.